Stephanie Suffocate

as i sit at on the divan, bank looking out the Window looking up @ the sky as The Rain pitter patters Down. i cri i keep my head down and i dont bother....i dont care not any more. i stoped caring a long time geleden When u left me....alone....2 die. The cuts on my Wrist Wispers Every lie u Told me. every Tear That Falls Sreams Horrifing Screams. Every dag i stand alone. but Y. im waiting 4 u 2 com bakk. im wating 4 u 2 love me. 2 hold me. like once did Never ago. im hart-, hart is always being stabed With 2,000 butcher Knifes. i no longer Think, i know longer Feel. i just cri, cri all dag n all nite. i just cut, cut 4 the lies u Told me. i just c blood every, im no longer waiting 4 u, im waiting 2 die. ull never com ull hold me ull never love Ull never CARE!!! never WILL!!
i dont need u 2 tell me im beutiaful...i dont need any 1
-Cries_bloodlova