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coriann said:
i don't know if i really support gay rights but im not against it, when i was a really young kid, i was still a sucker for writing, i didn't know anything about gayness of lesbianism, but somehow the idea of two men loving each other became the main event of one of my stories, later on i got to figure out what it was, and being a christian, i soon learned from my parents that it was wrong and that people who lived like that were going to hell, i believed it. personally i have to admit that i thought gayness was quite disgusting at the time, until i suddenly was struck door a brilliant idea for a story, writing the story made me feel a little soft spot for gays and even start to like them then my friend told me that she thought i was acting different around her and she thought i loved her, i just thought it was normal for people's feelings to stray, but she quickly told me no and ended the relationship, that was when i started questioning myself, all the things i had written in my scrap boeken about girls of thoughts of feelings didn't feel abnormal to me, but then, when she brought it up, i was suddenly preoccupied with it and realized that this very gayness that i was so disgusted door seemed to be what i was feeling slowly gayness started seeming less and less gross for me until i thought it was kind of hot, lesbianism was still pretty gross though until now where im purposefully trying to bring myself to an understanding about the girls, i still thought they were going to end up in hell though, and i was pretty sure i could be straight and that i had just learned to like guys roles as i was growing up and with the all girls schools and everything, so i wasn't worried about my own damnation, but then when Christianity lost me after a severe depression, i dropped the idea of gays and lesbians going to hell, it's been about a jaar since ive been okay with gay rights, but i don't really go out there and support it openly, im living in a place where it is not very widely accepted, and im also struggling with my own confusion about sexuality anyways :P
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