So.. here it is :DDDD
Hilly's newest fic :D
I hope u enjoy it, I'm still working thoroughly on it... And I hope it comes out good :)

Oh, and I just love feeding u with what my brain has to offer *evil laugh*
So, commentaren are meer than welcome :))))

Enjoy!


“We shouldn't” he whispered in between the kisses. “It seems wrong right now”
He had no idea what he was doing. He had told himself that he wouldn't let a thing like this happen ever again. And here he was, kissing the woman that was in the same time the wrongest and the best for him. It felt so good to be in her arms, but yet so forbidden.
“Hugh, why do u need to ruin a moment like this?” She back away for a bit and not meeting his eyes, looking at her surroundings. This room was so familiar to her, but again so distant. It had been a while since she was in it, it had been a while since she was in their, his bed.
“I'm sorry... It's just... I can't believe that we're doing this... again” he leaned closer to her and placed a soft kiss on her neck. No matter how much wrong he thought this was, he had no intention of ending it.
“Well, u seem meer than eager to continue with it” She smiled at him letting him kiss her again, and again and again.
“That's because I am...” He smirked and pushed himself for her a bit.
“For someone that is telling me he's eager to proceed with what he's doing, you're really not tonen it.” She positioned herself so that she was leaning on the headboard of the bed. She really couldn't tell what was going on with him, well, she could, she was his best friend after all, but she didn't want to.
Partially because she knew that whatever happened that night, was only gonna that night, and never again.
But again... they always seemed to end up in each others arms no matter what.
“I'm sorry Lisa... It's just...” He exhaled, looking at his feet. He made her a bit anxious, although she couldn't blame him for anything.
“Tell me” she zei with tears forming in her eyes. She knew him very well, and she knew what was coming as well.
He took her hand in his and looked her in the eyes.
“I'm always going to love you, that won't change no matter what happened”

As she heard his words, the tears that had been forming in her eyes started rolling down her flushed cheeks. He was here, declaring his undying love for her and she was about to throw it all away.
And not only was she doing that, but she was going to hurt him in the process.
She hadn't had to come to him again, she hadn't had to start all this ,she hadn't had to end up lying in the bed they'd shared so many times before, but she had. And there was no coming back.

“I'm always going to love you” she answered him placing her head on his chest. She started crying some meer and he held her not saying a word.
She raised her head after a while and place another soft kiss on his lips.
“I love u Hugh” she whispered, placing yet another kiss on his lips. Just then she started being aware of how salty her lips had been from all the tears.

“Don't do this then” Hugh zei cupping her face with his hands. She dropped her gaze, leaving him with a hurt face.
“I'm sorry... Hugh... I...” she tried, but she just couldn't finish her sentence without it hurting him more.
“I had to try” he retorted, smiling a bit. She brought her hand to his face and caressed it for a bit.
“I'm sad” she half whispered, a breath catching in her throat. She chuckled a bit as well.
“You're not the only one, Lisa... You're not the only one”
He might have been holding her for the last time and yet, he couldn't bring himself to think that way. They always found a way back to each other, and he was just as sure that they would sometime again.



Hm.... and where does this go from now?
Wait and see :)))
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