Kelly

The only one who took u in
The only one who held your hand
Defended u against the others
Had your back on everything
Never let u down
You turned around betrayed your only brother

Forgetting me, u took things in your hands and left me out
After we'd been through so much, how could u let me down?

I didn't know, I didn't know
I couldn't see, I couldn't see
Never thought you'd forget meCouldn't believe, couldn't believe
How u deceived, u deceived
I never thought you'd do that to me

I will never be like you
I'll never do the things u do
Selfish and lonely, what's your problem
Letting go of you...

And I don't know
This could break my hart-, hart of save me
Nothing's real
Until u let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, seconde guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know...

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do u do when u look in the mirror
And staring at u is why he's not here?

You got what u deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know...

I hope the ring u gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, u think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish u well
Could u tell, door the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like u did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what u would do
And don't say, u simply lost your way
She may believe u but I never will
Never again

If she really...

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from u all the time
And I know I let u have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without u inside of me
And I know I let u have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit u over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without u interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like...

I don't believe
In the smile that u leave
When u walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to verplaats underneath me
But for God's sake
Could u try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say u care
I know that u want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your hart-, hart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless...

You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' u what to say (say)
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' u has made me this way
So before u point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the meer u talk
The less I can take, oh

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should u stay of should u go?
Well, if u don't have the answer
Why are u still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school...

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would u believe me,
Would u agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that u don't think I'm crazy
When I tell u love has come and now...

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people zoek forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

For...

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And meer heaven than a hart-, hart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know...

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance, mmmm

Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no

Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her troon

So, door keeping her hart-, hart protected
She'll never, ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true

(Verse 2)
Misguided hart-, hart
Miss play it...