If u discovered Michael after he was gone,tell me how u feel?

well for starters i wasnt a big michael jackson fan to begin with. I thought he was weird and obessed with plastic surgery. Thatwas how i saw michael at first. But when he died, i felt a sense of emptiness. i bushed it off but later on i began to feel really bad about how i made fun of him. as time went on i realized me and michael were alot alike. His birthday is in the same maand as mine, we both love red and black, we love helping children. I sometimes feel really bad that i never stopped and took the time to get to know him better. R.I.P Michael Jackson we miss u soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!! :( :( :(