when I finally drove off I couldn't get what just happened out of my mind, Michael loved me but knew I was in love with Jackie I knew he could tell even though I told him that I did he knew it because I could tell door the look in his eyes he was upset that I didn't love him back but I did I really did but I couldn't love both.
As soon as I got home pagina and walked though the door I frowned cause sar was packing her stuff back up.
"hey your not staying." I zei getting all little upset that she was leaving so soon.
"My sister called me she wanted me to help her verplaats out tomorrow morning her and my mom had a big fight." she zei
"Oh." I zei kind of releved that she wasn't mad at me about something.
"yeah im sorry but I had fun though I will see u volgende Saturday and plus your birthdays volgende week." she zei hugging me
"oh yeah I forgot, I cant wait." I zei trying to cheer myself up.
"Yeah and I cant wait to meet my future husband." she zei referring to marlon.
I totally forgot that I was introducing them to eachother. I was really excited to set up two of my best friends.
"well I see u volgende week." she zei giving me one last hug before walking out the door.
as soon as she left I walked up stairs to take a quick douche before I went to bed
as I laid there that night with many thoughts of what I should do. I just didn't know, should I break up with Jackie and be with Michael of should I stay with him. all these thoughts kept me up most of the night
The volgende morning when I woke up it was 11:30
so I just decided to just clean up the house a little for my mom.
while I was washing the dishes the door klok, bell rang I put the dish down that I was washing and dried my hands with the dish towel.
when I opened the door it was Jackie
"Hey." I zei letting him come in.
"Hey babe." he zei closing the door
As soon as he was though the door he was kissing me that was another reason I was so in love with him his kisses left me breathless every time.
as we were making out I found myself against the uithangbord before I knew it he was kissing my neck
when he pulled away he had a look in his eye. I knew that look. so after I stood there for a few minuten of trying to catch my breath from the intense kiss I asked
"can I toon u my room?" I asked in a bit of a seductive voice.
"Yeah, Sure." he zei giving me a sexy boy grin
I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs to my room one thing led to another.
2 hours latter when I woke up I was in my bed with nothing on then hit hit me when I saw Jackie laying volgende to me.
OMG me and Jackie made love
I searched for my gewaad, kleed and walked to the bathroom it was kind of hard to walk though because I was a little sore,cause I was a virgin, well not anymore.
I couldn't believe it we only were together for a week and we aleady slept together but that's ok I was ready but what was I gonna tell my parents should tell them of should I just keep it between me and him if I told my dad he would freak out but if I didn't tell him he would be even madder I just don't know what to do.
as I was trying to brush my fly away hair and putting my bangs back in place Jackie came into the bathroom, he was wareing nothing but his jeans
"Hey u alright?" he zei hugging me from behind.
"Yeah im fine just trying to fix my hair its everywhere." I zei laughing at my messed up hair.
he just giggled knowing the reason why it was so messy
"so do u what to go see a movie of something latter?" he asked kissing my neck once again.
"yeah Id love to." I zei sighing as he was showering my neck with sweet kisses it killed me when he did.
"hey can I ask u something." I zei turning around to face him
"yeah what is it babe?" he asked
"Should I tell my parents?" I said
"About what?"
"about us u know." I zei referring to us making love
"That's up to u if u think its the right thing to do." he said
"but if I tell them they might kill me maybe if I wait til after my birthday." I said
maybe it was a good idea to wait until my birthday cause after my bday im supposed to be moving out into my new apartment so they wont kick me out of the house but I was turning 19 so I think im old enough so they should have no problem with it but what about Michael his hart-, hart was already broken enough I didn't want to break it anymore door telling him that I had sex with his brother, that would just devastate him so I just decided to just keep it to myself and just tell my parents on my birthday and when I verplaats out.
Jackie had decided to spend the night so we ended up making love again. he was just that addictive I was really falling hard and it was kind of scaring me a little cause what if he broke my hart-, hart some how cause I have herd a lot of stories about his past and how he messed with groupies a lot but at the moment I really didn't care I am bound to get burned sometime in my life but right now I didn't care.