the seting is march 15 1994 the dag that i was born. in a dark hospital room lit door just one lamp i was born. michael yells here she comes debbie. with one meer hard push i was welcomed in to the world. i was rushed to the nicu. not even letting my father cut the cord , he looked worried with tears coming from his eyes.they did tests on me a number of times before letting my dad see me. before he was let in to see me the docters told him that i had cp. he was told that i may not ever be abel walk but that i will live a normal life. as he walked into my hopital room he sat volgende to my incubater.he stroked my head and i smiled with my newbron lips. he acted like a father from the start. while at the hospital he would ask if he could feed me of change me , the nurse was pertty much out of a job when my dad was there and he was always there.
march 19 i was let out of the hospital, i remember that dag like it was yesterday. daddy was so happy packing up my stuff. debbie had left the hospital days ago. something tells me she will not play a big role in my life. daddy put me in a carseat, he gave hugs and aotographes and lots of thanks. once we left those doors it was crazy. helocoptiers and news repoters everywhere.daddy tryed to keep me from the flashs. when we got to the limo daddy opened the door someone zei michael how do like being a father, daddy repiled i love it. fanaily we were in the limo, daddy was trying to clam me down because i was crying. it was a 20 minite drive to my new home pagina neverland ranch. when we started down the long driveway i looked at the animals like lions bears and stuff like that, it was so cool. once we got inside daddy kissed me on the forehed and put me in my baby swing, the house was just so clan i fell asleep.
over the volgende 22 mouths a lot has happen i will start here. i was the most stubburn baby ever.
jan 1 1996 i woke up a yeled daddy im up, he ran up the starirs. he lifted me up and out of my kinderbedje, wieg and gave me a kiss, then he changed me. the 1st thing i wanted to do was watch toy stoy for the 100th time. daddy zei lets watch bugs life instesd of toy stoy.i was on his lap at the time, i hit him on the face. he zei very strin voice no u do not hit daddy, u sit in time our for 2 minites. about 2 seconden in to my time out i zei im sorry daddy. he looked at me and zei o.k but u still need to sit there. after my time out daddy nelt down to my level. he zei do u no why i put u in time out alanna i zei beause i hit u he zei that is right. im sorry daddy its ok do not do it anymore because it gives me boo boos . i hsd never seen my daddy lay down the law till now.
jan 5 1996 i was still on my toy story kick, i am telling u that i must have broke the strings on 20 woody dolls. even though we had maids to clean my room daddy wanted to try and have me do it. the maids fot with daddy, they zei that i was to yong to clean my own room. daddy was out to prove them wrong. when i got up from my nap daddy took me out of my kinderbedje, wieg and zei why dont we clean your room for a little while. i zei no daddy no. he zei just for a little bit. i zei no da da in the sweetest voice possible, and with maybe a bit of a wine. ill help u he zei with a smile on his face. he scooped me up in his arms and zei what do u think. i zei ok daddy i rapped my arms around daddy and rested my head on his sholder. i whispered i love u daddy, he whispered back i love u more. daddy carried me to the huge keuken-, keuken where one of the maids was. he zei to her geuss what me and alanna are going to do. she looked at him puzzled. daddy zei with a gelm in his eyes and a smile on his face were going to clean alannas bedroom. the maids mouth dropped as daddy walked into my room with me in his arms. when we got into my roon daddy zei wow look at this mess. there were tons of toy story dolls everywhere, i must have every character from toy story. when we were cleaning daddy would pick out a character and ask me who is that. i would say buzz, woddy and rex. i did meer playing than cleaning but hallo i was not even 2 yet. it took an uur but we of should i say daddy were done.
jan 29 1996 it was avondeten, diner time and daddy told the chef to make me macaroni and chesse. when our avondeten, diner was broght out to us i dug right in. daddy asked is it good, i did not answer him because i was chocking, daddy zei are u ok. when he realized that i was chocking he junped from his zitplaats, stoel and ran over to me. opened my mouth and pulled the food out. he took me out of my highchair and rapped me in his arms. daddy zei are u alright. i shook my head yes and started to cry. daddy zei oh thank god. then he zei shhhhhh it is ok shhhh. he stared singing to me. fell fast asleep in his arms. daddy brouth me to my room and layed me down. he slept in the rocking chair volgende to crib.
