l.o.v.e

Last jaar I told myself, 'This is the first year, it's okay to cry. "
But now a jaar later I am crying even more.
u know, volgende jaar I would be in high school, I finished chapter in my life.
And I want to thank you, u were there for me in the most difficult moments.
u are the one who came when I fell down.
u were the only one around.
u are the one who zei that I'm free, when if it seems so hard to be.
Michael u Were my Heaven on earth
u were my hunger, my thirst.
Michael my hart-, hart used to be cold
'Til your hands laid on my soul.
Every night I look at the seconde ster to the right and I wonder,
Do u see us?
Do u see the poor and the rich?
The strong and weak?
The good and bad?
Becuse thanks to u I see them all. And today I already know which side I'm belong.
So my hero The Man In The Mirror
Thank u so much for all u been gegeven me.
Michael, For me u are Forever.

Dr. Conrad Murray's lawyers have subpoenaed Sony for the raw footage from the "This Is It" rehearsals to toon the jury ... Michael Jackson was a physical and mental mess before he died ... TMZ has learned.



We've learned Murray's lawyers want the tapes to toon Jackson was slow, lethargic and weak in the days prior to his death. Although some of the video shows an alert MJ, other portions, we're told, clearly toon something is wrong with the singer.

Murray's lawyers want to toon jurors in the manslaughter case ... Michael was ill of even dying before the fateful morning ... so it wasn't really the June 25 Propofol injections that killed MJ.