Dear Doris,
u know I like u already. And I know u zei u didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so u know how I felt in the aftermath.
When u gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for u and now, nothing. I don't have u in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of u and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make u feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling u any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
u know I like u already. And I know u zei u didn't like me all that much. We both know this already. So this letter is so u know how I felt in the aftermath.
When u gave me your answer, I felt relieved that I got it over and done with. But slowly, the realization started to sink in and I grew sad and mad and confused. I realized that I spent a good 5 years completely head over heels for u and now, nothing. I don't have u in the way I hoped. I've been having weird surges of sadness and anger ever since because I just can't contain myself anymore.
I tried getting over you, Doris. I really did. But everytime I think of you... I just know I won't be able to. It's been getting increasingly difficult to function at a efficient level because of u and this and... I just wish I could just let go... But I can't. And I fear I'm going insane for you. I don't want to go crazy, but I know it will be a beautiful fall into insanity because I would've went crazy for you.
I'm not trying to make u feel bad. I'm honestly trying to vent my feelings. I wasn't even planning on telling u any of this, but I realized that I needed to get it out when just thinking of this makes me want to cry and throw a chair at the same time.
I just need to get to the point, don't I? I guess there really isn't one. I just have to say something. It's not your fault that I got so upset over this. I was too attached and had gotten my hopes too high. But now I'm really messed up and I guess I should tell you. Oh yeah, and no, I'm not okay. Oh well... It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, I guess.
Love,
Kowalski
Private:U TAKE THAT BACK U-U-U-PERSON!!!!!
Alex:make me pen-gu-in
Skipper:UR DOING SOMETHING U DON'T WANT TO DO SISTER
Alex:Grrr
Ron:um.....what happen?
Mars:who are u?
Private:oh sorry for being rude.I am private
Kowalski: Kowalski this is Rico
Rico:hello
Skipper:skipper
Harry:Harry
Alex:Alex
Mars:Mariella
Ron:Ron
Hermione:hermione
Alex:why are we in nets?
Mars:same here
Ron:BLOODY MERLIN!!!
Alex:hey I just realize that u and hermy are in the same nets wow
Mars:I am so lonely
Harry:can u please get us out of here!?
Private:sure (cuts open nets)
Alex:I feel so free
Kowalski:u only be there for 3 mintes
Alex:3 mintes is long in my world
Ron:I can't believe I was in a net with
Alex and mars:hermione
Kolwaski:(
Alex :P
Alex:make me pen-gu-in
Skipper:UR DOING SOMETHING U DON'T WANT TO DO SISTER
Alex:Grrr
Ron:um.....what happen?
Mars:who are u?
Private:oh sorry for being rude.I am private
Kowalski: Kowalski this is Rico
Rico:hello
Skipper:skipper
Harry:Harry
Alex:Alex
Mars:Mariella
Ron:Ron
Hermione:hermione
Alex:why are we in nets?
Mars:same here
Ron:BLOODY MERLIN!!!
Alex:hey I just realize that u and hermy are in the same nets wow
Mars:I am so lonely
Harry:can u please get us out of here!?
Private:sure (cuts open nets)
Alex:I feel so free
Kowalski:u only be there for 3 mintes
Alex:3 mintes is long in my world
Ron:I can't believe I was in a net with
Alex and mars:hermione
Kolwaski:(
Alex :P