i need love advice!

so i'm dating a guy who used to be my best friend, but now we barely talk and i've been miserable because i've had to ask him meer than once for attention. we have the same vrienden so if we break up it will sooo awkward. also, i'm afraid that they will defriend me in defense of him. i don't want to start off my senior jaar with no vrienden and no boyfriend, but i'm tired of being in this relationship. what should i do?