Now isn't this a bit confusing . Now obviously u believe in god and obviously u love him . But isn't the faith to live a life in the goodness so that u can die to live enternity with god ? So technically u don't live for god , u live to be with god in his place of ruins . u die for him to become like others who have passed . God sends u a life to test u , but all in all life doesn't really matter if it is vs enternity in heaven with god .