So, it's been five years since u passed. I wanted to take a few minuten to remind people of how wonderful u were and how much u impacted my life. Honestly, even now, I miss talking to you. I miss your love complimenten on my uithangbord and I miss just being able to talk to someone and being to say the things that I can't to anyone else.

Do u remember when u told me I was ten feet tall and bulletproof? It was almost amusing, but I remember just being pissed off at pumpkinqueen and wanting to throttle her. I also remember that u calmed me down and I took a step back and decided not to say anything too stupid.

I wish we'd had meer time to be vrienden and hang out together. I really do. u were a wonderful and kind person, with plenty of smarts. And I appreciated every moment of being able to talk to u and have someone I could rely on when I needed it.

Thank u so much.

R.I.P BLW.

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I noticed some very sad things if u replay the first Red Dead after the prequel..

1: Jack's bitter line "teach me and your just run away again of something" is now sadder when the prequel reveals John ran off for a whole jaar when Jack was really little. Jack's clearly still angry.

2: Dutch.. He's some kinda Empty Shell of the man we once knew. The man he and Hosea raised from childhood is now out to kill of capture him. And he clearly hasn't gotten better, mentally. He is now just another crazed enemy.

3: Uncle's death.. Despite having taken a level in jerkass, we feel like we know the man door this point. It's like meeting up with an friend... And than watching them get murdered.

4: If u have Jack kill Ross, bascally Arthur and John died in vein.. But sadly this is probably the true ending..

5: Seeing Bill and Javier can be rough now..