Dear Agony,
Is there a reason u enjoy tormenting me for eturnity? Constant hurt and suffering around the world, so many people...and u choose to befriend me...a constant hurting in my heart, and I did nothing 2 deserve it...did I? Did I do something in a past life that u seek revenge 4 now? That's the only thing I can come up with...other wise none of this should have happened...
Let's start with saying this...Kuroryu isn't actually my twin...what happened was Egg-head took my DNA and changed some things 2 make him. However, an aging agent also got spilled in so he grew 2 my age as well...so we age the same way because of it. However, he did not go thro anything I had 2. that's y we're compleat opposites. He sees only the good in any sittuation. or....most any situation. Ot exatly the best love life but considering I've never felt loved ...well, it might be part of y I toon no love either. What u reap is what u zeug, zaaien and so it goes...when u've felt nothing but hatred from every1 it's all u have 2 give. As soon as I walk in2 a place I scope 4 bullshit and the bad things....i expect the worst so it doesn't surprize me. Like how Sonic never 4gave us and never will....I expected him 2 attak and kill us. When u expect the worst any other outcome seems great. Meanwhile, Kruoryu couldn't believe him. He thinks everything is rosey and sweet...he'd kno how nieve that attitude is if he'd grown up with me...
I grew up as...well...let's say this....mother had been raped door her Ex after she had gotten married. I was the....illigitimite child. How do we kno? I look exactly like her Ex and nothing like her husband. Her husband was brown, she's black, and the Ex was...u guessed it, silver. He was pissed...and killed the Ex...I don't say father because I wasn't born yet so I never met him. He almost killed my mother 2, saying it was her fault 4 provocing him door waring a short skirt....the only thing that stopped him was my older brother and sister...their actual children. After I was born she named me Miheal...and, no, it's not Micheal, there's no C. Not that it mattered anyways...apparently my actual father's name was Micheal and every1 called him Mikey...and while Miheal sounds nothing like Micheal when spoken, it's writen close enough. Plus, her husbend would never call me door name anyways. I was always “the silver 1” or, mostly “little bastered.” I didn't have a father, I was 2 call him “sir” of “Mr. Kenderson.”
The only 1s that were nice were mother and sister. Brother felt the same as father...after I was 5 years old Mother and Sister were killed in a car wreck. Needless 2 say this was NOT good news 4 me...after that I was beat everyday...until I was 13 and ran away. Worked my fingers 2 the bone since then...either stealing of doing lagitamit work...doing everything I had 2 2 survive...for 3 years until Egg-Head found me and zei he could help....he was the only 1 since mother and sister died 2 toon any compation...i knew there'd b a catch but I, like a dumb-ass, went along with him. This is my own fault...but I don't care.
Now my new brother doesn't understand what happened 2 me and y I am like I am...no matter how I explain it 2 him...I guess there's some things u can't understand unless u live thro them. It hurts me more...knowing no matter how I try it won't get thro 2 him...he's lucky he didn't have 2 live thro these things.
I was beaten, abused, sliced 2 the bone, almost killed about 50 times door my so-called family, and almost killed myself because of it....my cries only made them laugh and beat me harder...and they...they...they used me as their sex toy because there was no1 there 2 stop him...
It's kinda sad when u don't kno the meaning....the reason ur here...when u grew up ur whole life being worthless...all the world sees is hate...but misery, as I learned, can only whisper...because no matter how loud it screams no1 will hear...and it only makes misery worse because it only provoces them 2 cause meer pain....and, so it goes....Misery Whispers...
Is there a reason u enjoy tormenting me for eturnity? Constant hurt and suffering around the world, so many people...and u choose to befriend me...a constant hurting in my heart, and I did nothing 2 deserve it...did I? Did I do something in a past life that u seek revenge 4 now? That's the only thing I can come up with...other wise none of this should have happened...
Let's start with saying this...Kuroryu isn't actually my twin...what happened was Egg-head took my DNA and changed some things 2 make him. However, an aging agent also got spilled in so he grew 2 my age as well...so we age the same way because of it. However, he did not go thro anything I had 2. that's y we're compleat opposites. He sees only the good in any sittuation. or....most any situation. Ot exatly the best love life but considering I've never felt loved ...well, it might be part of y I toon no love either. What u reap is what u zeug, zaaien and so it goes...when u've felt nothing but hatred from every1 it's all u have 2 give. As soon as I walk in2 a place I scope 4 bullshit and the bad things....i expect the worst so it doesn't surprize me. Like how Sonic never 4gave us and never will....I expected him 2 attak and kill us. When u expect the worst any other outcome seems great. Meanwhile, Kruoryu couldn't believe him. He thinks everything is rosey and sweet...he'd kno how nieve that attitude is if he'd grown up with me...
I grew up as...well...let's say this....mother had been raped door her Ex after she had gotten married. I was the....illigitimite child. How do we kno? I look exactly like her Ex and nothing like her husband. Her husband was brown, she's black, and the Ex was...u guessed it, silver. He was pissed...and killed the Ex...I don't say father because I wasn't born yet so I never met him. He almost killed my mother 2, saying it was her fault 4 provocing him door waring a short skirt....the only thing that stopped him was my older brother and sister...their actual children. After I was born she named me Miheal...and, no, it's not Micheal, there's no C. Not that it mattered anyways...apparently my actual father's name was Micheal and every1 called him Mikey...and while Miheal sounds nothing like Micheal when spoken, it's writen close enough. Plus, her husbend would never call me door name anyways. I was always “the silver 1” or, mostly “little bastered.” I didn't have a father, I was 2 call him “sir” of “Mr. Kenderson.”
The only 1s that were nice were mother and sister. Brother felt the same as father...after I was 5 years old Mother and Sister were killed in a car wreck. Needless 2 say this was NOT good news 4 me...after that I was beat everyday...until I was 13 and ran away. Worked my fingers 2 the bone since then...either stealing of doing lagitamit work...doing everything I had 2 2 survive...for 3 years until Egg-Head found me and zei he could help....he was the only 1 since mother and sister died 2 toon any compation...i knew there'd b a catch but I, like a dumb-ass, went along with him. This is my own fault...but I don't care.
Now my new brother doesn't understand what happened 2 me and y I am like I am...no matter how I explain it 2 him...I guess there's some things u can't understand unless u live thro them. It hurts me more...knowing no matter how I try it won't get thro 2 him...he's lucky he didn't have 2 live thro these things.
I was beaten, abused, sliced 2 the bone, almost killed about 50 times door my so-called family, and almost killed myself because of it....my cries only made them laugh and beat me harder...and they...they...they used me as their sex toy because there was no1 there 2 stop him...
It's kinda sad when u don't kno the meaning....the reason ur here...when u grew up ur whole life being worthless...all the world sees is hate...but misery, as I learned, can only whisper...because no matter how loud it screams no1 will hear...and it only makes misery worse because it only provoces them 2 cause meer pain....and, so it goes....Misery Whispers...
My first story, so, if u wanna make suggestions, post of a forum ill make in a bit.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and dogs yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and dogs yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.
Once upon a time, Tydus, Torren, Mef and Zanehorn were in the magical land of pinda boter when Zanehorn had an idea.
'LETS ALL WEAR pinda boter =D' he yelled.
Torren jumped into the pinda boter and hugged Tydus tightly, eventually asphixiatining him and causing his demise.
Then Zanehhorn ran around with only pinda boter on while Torren and Mef threw chocolate at each other.
Tydus' dead body was re-animated door a pinda demon and he attacked everyone yelling 'TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLORAEG!!!!!!!!!!'
Mef ate Tydus and resumed throwing things at Torren and Zanehorn remained covered while making out with Seuris in a corner.
And Tydus was watching down from Heaven, talking to St. Micheal.
Tydus pointed to Torren. 'He's my brother (3' he said.
'And you're proud of that?' Micheal asked.
'Not really,' zei Tydus going back to eat some andy clouds'
'LETS ALL WEAR pinda boter =D' he yelled.
Torren jumped into the pinda boter and hugged Tydus tightly, eventually asphixiatining him and causing his demise.
Then Zanehhorn ran around with only pinda boter on while Torren and Mef threw chocolate at each other.
Tydus' dead body was re-animated door a pinda demon and he attacked everyone yelling 'TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLORAEG!!!!!!!!!!'
Mef ate Tydus and resumed throwing things at Torren and Zanehorn remained covered while making out with Seuris in a corner.
And Tydus was watching down from Heaven, talking to St. Micheal.
Tydus pointed to Torren. 'He's my brother (3' he said.
'And you're proud of that?' Micheal asked.
'Not really,' zei Tydus going back to eat some andy clouds'
Neptun frowned at the bottom of the sea, hating the Old One.
He was cursed to be confined to the sea, all because the Old One was afraid.
Neptun was at the bottom of the sea because he was in love with his sister Siria. The Old One knew it was mutual, and knew of a prophecy saying a newborn from the Few would overthrow him, and seperated the two.
"SIRIA! WE SHALL BE TOGETHER!"
He received no news at the bottom of the sea, and had no knowledge that his Mother was with child.
So he was determined that the child that overthrew the Old One would be his and Siria's.
Neptun was near ready for bed, when he saw a sword appear before him. Followed door a vision.
(pretend this is italics) Neptun drove the sword victoriously through the Pyramis of the Old One.
He saw his life as he desired it.
With Siria.
(nu longer italics)
"Yes," zei Neptun. "This is what I desire."
Neptun grabbed the sword and swam to his kasteel to prepare.
He was cursed to be confined to the sea, all because the Old One was afraid.
Neptun was at the bottom of the sea because he was in love with his sister Siria. The Old One knew it was mutual, and knew of a prophecy saying a newborn from the Few would overthrow him, and seperated the two.
"SIRIA! WE SHALL BE TOGETHER!"
He received no news at the bottom of the sea, and had no knowledge that his Mother was with child.
So he was determined that the child that overthrew the Old One would be his and Siria's.
Neptun was near ready for bed, when he saw a sword appear before him. Followed door a vision.
(pretend this is italics) Neptun drove the sword victoriously through the Pyramis of the Old One.
He saw his life as he desired it.
With Siria.
(nu longer italics)
"Yes," zei Neptun. "This is what I desire."
Neptun grabbed the sword and swam to his kasteel to prepare.
Firstly,I wanna thank MasterLink For being an awesome Rper,Epic friend,and makes meh laugh,But sadley he is not on here anymore,A moment of silence please...
Osiris for being the replacment of Master Link... Sorta.... XD Anyways,The guy is a fun guy,Don'tcha know?
MephilestheDark for being a Like,TOTALLY EPIC FRIEND,TOTALLY. XD And for having epic artz,characters,Rps,Humor. Geez... I can't lijst it all. XD
Princess Viviana for Being an awesome rper,but sadley she recolors,and is not here either... ANOTHER moment of silence...
ThirdDevision for being just plain Epic.
Pheonix Royal Just met the gal,AND SHE'S ALREADY AWESOME. XD
And Finally,LadyLyric (Or AktatheWolf,I forget... ^^;) For being meh first fans.
SINCERELY,Markeh456
Osiris for being the replacment of Master Link... Sorta.... XD Anyways,The guy is a fun guy,Don'tcha know?
MephilestheDark for being a Like,TOTALLY EPIC FRIEND,TOTALLY. XD And for having epic artz,characters,Rps,Humor. Geez... I can't lijst it all. XD
Princess Viviana for Being an awesome rper,but sadley she recolors,and is not here either... ANOTHER moment of silence...
ThirdDevision for being just plain Epic.
Pheonix Royal Just met the gal,AND SHE'S ALREADY AWESOME. XD
And Finally,LadyLyric (Or AktatheWolf,I forget... ^^;) For being meh first fans.
SINCERELY,Markeh456
