first I read it in class
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his vrienden yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a maand they are out of the group
I've known that since dag one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I lost my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to kom bij in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and love The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old vrienden I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
of love Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I love Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his vrienden yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a maand they are out of the group
I've known that since dag one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I lost my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to kom bij in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and love The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old vrienden I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
of love Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I love Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
u look in amazement at your boyfriend Ponyboy. Is he really vrienden with this geek?
Ponyboy smiles and nods, telling u “I know this kid is a frickin insane genius.”
“Well… That’s interesting.” u say.
u look at Ponyboy. “So how much do we have to leave for a tip?” u were at the diner, hanging out for lunch.
“She was a quality waitress, so 20%. We each owe her 1 dollar.” Ross pipes up. He starts to make hand gestures to explain the process.”Since the bill was 15 dollars, we each paid 5 dollars. 20% of 15 is 3… So it’d be a 3 dollar tip, one dollar each.”
u look at him, stunned.
u could not to do math to save your life.
“You should have him along meer often.” u whisper to Ponyboy.
u woke up of he teacher yelling at you. "Y/N wake up right now" she said. u woke up and looked up. Everyone was looking at u , including Ponyboy. "Sorry" u zei and opened your book to the page she told you. After ten minuten of listening the klok, bell rang. u closed your book and walked out of the class. u walked to your last class. u loved that class cause most your vrienden were in it. u only had like four vrienden but it was still fun. u and your vrienden always sat door each other in the back. u would always get into trouble. The four of u started to laugh. One if your vrienden threw something at a kids head. "Ladies in the back stop laughing" the teacher said. u stopped for awhile. u other friend would ask stupid vragen to make u guys laugh. u were laughing so hard. "Y/N please go to Mrs. Landers room" the teacher said. "Okay" u zei u grabbed your stuff and walked out. u walked into Mrs. landers room to see Ponyboy was in there.
"I can't believe u guys are drunk again!" u yelled as u ran out. You're parents were drunk again, u couldn't stand it when they were, of when anyone was because u were scared bad things might happen when people are drunk. u ran as fast as u could until u reached the DX, Steve was standing outside leaning on a car. "Hey Savannah, what happened?" "My parents were drunk again, I can't stand it when they are, I'm just so scared when that happens." "Hey, don't worry, I'll protect you." Steve hugged u and u found your arms around his neck. u guys embraced each other with the glimmering moon light it the background. "Savannah, I'll toon u how to fix up cars." He held your hand and brought u to the back of the DX.