Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could love me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she love me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in love was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in love with me
Then, ask of force her to kom bij us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen hart-, hart of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in love the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away door the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my hart-, hart remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could love me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she love me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in love was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in love with me
Then, ask of force her to kom bij us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen hart-, hart of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in love the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away door the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my hart-, hart remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
I done me wrong
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If u done all wrong
u can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If u done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
u can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong u done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong u done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If u done all wrong
u can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If u done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
u can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong u done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong u done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straat light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
stal me a dog-eared map
And called for u everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
of lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
of lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straat light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
stal me a dog-eared map
And called for u everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
of lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
of lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
The uur has begun
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for u love always
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my love always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for u love always
i love twilight saga infinitely its beautiful i love all the films equally and i specially love the cullen family they are beautiful couples edward carlisle , esme , alice , emmett , rosalie ,jasper are excellent actors fit perfectly to the characters i hope they remain as family and no one of them dies i think lots of funs are agree with me and also the saga should continue for a very long time and short gaps between the films . and the new born baby should have been a boy with infinite powers but now that its girl its ok and also bella should love meer edward instead of jacob . jacob is also good corrector , robert and tayler are good actors , rosalie is so hot and beautiful i love her meer in new dawn . and once again the cullens should never die in saga . thanks to the writer and directors .