I woke up and got ready for school,i got dressed and went into the kitchen.I made geroosterd brood, toast then ate it and got in my truck and drove to school,i would change seats with jessica she wont mind sitting beside edward.I got to school and started walking in,edward's volvo just turned up.I kept walking then alice started walking beside me.
"Good morning"she zei in a churpy tone.
"Good morning to u too"i zei back to her but not in a happy way.
"How do u feel?"she asked looking at me.
"I'm fine nothing has changed,i just dont know when to tell the teachers because i really dont feel like doing P.E"i zei sighing this is so complacated.
"Sorry i dont have the answer to that but i will later at lunch that is if u are going to sit with us"she zei then looking into the future to see what i decide but i have not decided anything so she will not see anything.
"I dont know"i zei as we walked into the school.I got to english alice wasnt in the same class as me.
"Cya at lunch.....maybe"she said.
"Cya"i zei and walked in.
Edward wast in yet but jessica was i walked over to her and said.
"Jessica do u mind if i sit her and u sit beside edward ".Her face lit up a bit.
"Thats okay"she said.
"Thanks"i zei as she sat up and i sat in her seat.
She sat down and got out some of her books,then edward walked in.He looked at the zitplaats, stoel and saw jessica then looked at me,pain crossed his face.He went and sat down,jessica tried not to smile and she looked away.It looks like jessica had a crush on edward,huh i wonder what she will think if she knew he go me pregnant.After a minuut the teacher came in,we were half way through the lesson when the secretary came in.
"I'm sorry u have a phone call"she zei looking at the teacher.
"Ok i will be back in a minute"the teacher zei then walked out the classroom.Then i heard jessica say.
"So why is bella sitting there ad not here"in a curios voice i wish she didnt ask that edward has a short temper.But edward didnt answer he just clenched his teeth now he was looking angry.Probley jessicas thoughts that were annoying him.
"What are u two not together?"she asked,oh no she is probebley thinking if she has a chance edward is going to end up killing her.
"Beacause it lo--"before she zei the rest i got out of my chair and walked over to the desk.
"You mind if i sit here now jessica?"i asked sounding annoyed.
"No thats fine"she zei looking down she knew i heard what she said.
She got up and i sat down i just looked at my book but i could see that edward was looking at me.
"Why did u come back?"he asked sounding confused.I'm now angry.
"Because if i didnt u would have killed jessica"i hissed at him.
"It was none of her buisness"he zei back in a flat tone.
"What do expect everyone is going to be woundering why we are not together,edward we were the most populair couple in the school i wouldnt be surprised if the teachers asked why we werent together"i zei to him still angry i thought ht would think of this.
"sorry"he zei in a low voice,i didnt answer i just looked at my book.
The teacher came back in and finished the lesson,i walked to the lunch room and waited in line for some food.I dont know where to sit i normaly sit with edward and alice and all that with some of my human vrienden too.But today i will sit on a tafel, tabel with just humans,i got my food and sat at the tafel, tabel with them,i could feel eyes on me.I sat down and ate my lunch i didnt enjoy it because i was asked was i still with edward all i zei was does it really matter to u then they wouldnt say anything else.All the boys seemed in a joking mood so they were making jokes about everything it is really anoying.The klok, bell rang and i walked into class,i walked to my zitplaats, stoel but just before i sat down my chair got pulled away.I fell backwards on the floor,as i fell i saw edward walking in the door then he saw me pain anger shock concern and he looked scaredI hit the floor it hurt and i felt sick that is not a good sign.I stayed on the floor not being able to verplaats i was in shock,what if this hurt the baby my hand went down to my stomack.Edward and alice came rushing over to me,edward got to me first and picked me off of the floor.It hurt to stand up straight i was taking deep breaths now i was kinda panacking.
"God bella chill u only fell on the floor your not going to die"Mike zei edwards eyes flared with anger and conceren but also scared.I could feel the blood rushing from my face i am now going to be sick.
"Whats wrong with you?"mike snikkered
"She's--"edward groweled in anger but i cut him off.
"About to be sick"i zei then ran to the out of the classroom and into the bathroom and got sick.I finally stoped and cleaned my mouth i'm going to carlisle something might be wrong.I walked out of the bathroom and edward was there,waiting against the wall.He saw me and started walking towards me.
"Are u alright?"he asked sounding angry,worried and scared.
"I dont know,can u please bring me to Carlisle"i zei worried aswell.
"Of corse"he zei and started walking to his car,we got to his car and he opened the door for me and i got in.Then we started driving.
"What did u do to mike"i asked after a while.
"Nothing......yet!"he zei in a angry tone.
"Why dont u want me to do something to him?"he asked now interested.
"It's fine with me just dont kill him"i zei smiling,he chuckled a bit.
"How do u fell,does it feel like anything is wrong"he asked worried,he really cares and he is scared
"I fell okay now but when i fell i felt pain in my back and sick but that has passed but i still have some pain in my back"i zei to him.
His eyes gave him away it looked like he was burning.I couldnt look it would hurt me so much so i looked out the window but then i realized he could see me in the reflection.Then i heard him give out a sharp breath,he must have saw the look on my face.We got to the hospital and went inside and into carlisle's office.
"What's wrong?"carlisle asked.But before i could answer edward answered.
"Her chair got pulled from under her and she fell backwards on the floor,she has pain in her back and she got sick"he zei getting angry at some parts.Carlisle shick his head,
"I am going to try and give the ultra-sound another go"he said.
"What could be wrong?"i asked they know what could have happened but dont.
"You might have had a miscarrage of just shocked the baby"he zei unsure about what one it is.I nodded and sat down on the hospital bed.Then carlisle came in with one part of the machine.
"Can u take youre jumper off please"carlisle zei then went to get the other part of the machine.
I stood up again and took off my jumper u couldnt see my bump through my jumper.But i had a gray and while striped overhemd, shirt on underneath,my bump is bigger than yesterday.Then i heard edward gasp,he was staring at my stomack with his mouth open,eyes wide he was shocked.
"Whats wrong?"i asked even though i already knew.
"Its so big"he whispered.
"Yes its bigger than yesterday,its going to be hard to cover this soon"i zei then sat on the bed again.
"You are in your seconde trimester door the look of your stomack"he murmered as if he was talking to himself.Then carlisle came in.He got the machines ready and started moving the wand around,then he said.
"Yes u are in your seconde trimester,there is going to be alot of growing over the volgende couple of weeks.Alice is going to have to take u shopping"he zei smiling a bit.
"Great"i sighed i hate going shopping with alice.
"Ah ha"carlisle zei and grinned.Then pointed to the screen there was a little baby on it with little arms and legs,My little baby it was so good to see.
"I cant see if it's a boy of girl yet sorry"he said.
"Its fine dont worrie"i murmered i was still looking at the screen.Then i noticed edward hadnt zei anything i looked at him.His eyes were wide mouth open he was in shock agin from seeing the baby.Then Carlisle put a chair under him and he fell into the chair,it was so strange to see edward like this.
"Thats our baby"he whispered as carlisle left the room.
"Yes"i zei back to him.
"This is amazing"he zei then smiled that dazzleing smile.
After a while edward droped me home pagina but i asked him to come inside for a minuut that i needed to talk some more.We went into the keuken-, keuken and i started preparing food to cook for later.
"I am going to tell the teachers that i'm pregnant"i said.
"Okay if thats what u want"he zei back to me in a normal tone.
"You do know that everyone else will know too"i zei not believing that this doesnt bother him.
"I know"he zei back the same.
"They are going to say mean things"i zei turning around to face him.
"I can handle it but i think u will get most of the attention"he said.
"I'll deal with it"i zei to him.
The volgende couple of days were fine,today is thursday and alice is brining me shopping for new clothes.Everyone took my pregnanacy fine they were shocked but got over it do i decided not to try to hide all of my hugh bump.Alice has two baskets full of clothes for me i tried all of them on and she bought them all.She walked over to me and put her hands on my stomack to talk to the baby,she does that sometimes but them her eyes went blank she was having a vision.
"What is it?"i asked her she started smiling and jumping.
"It's a gir! the baby is a girl i saw it in the vision"she nearly shouted, i'm having a girl.
"A girl"i zei to myself.Then we bought meer clothes but this time for the baby then she drove me home.Alice brought in the bags and she was just about to leave when i zei to her:
"Dont tell edward i want to tell him"i smiled i am also going to forgive him alice had been telling me that he says everyday he misses me and he needs me.
"I am so happy u are going to forgive him its just not right at the house without you"she zei then gave me a hug and left.
That night went fast now it is a friday morning and i have a feeling today is going to be good.I got up and got changed into a blue top, boven and comfortable trousers blue was edwards favourite colour on me.I ate breakfast and drove to school,classes went fast and at break Jessica asked me am i with edward i didnt answer i just zei i had to go bathroom.Now it is the end of the dag and i and going to edward i heard from someone that he is in the hall,so i walked down the hall.And there i saw Edward and Jessica kissing,it felt like someone had perced my hart-, hart again,tears were now streamig down my face.Alice came over to me saw i was upset then looked where i was looking,her eyes widened then edward pushed jessica away.He looked over to me tears were coming down my face,the look on my face must have been anger,sadness and heartbroken his face twisted in agony.He stood there staring at me in shock and jessica with a smug look on her face.I started walking i was almost past them when i heard jessica say:
"Filthy slut"that done it the tip of the iceberg,i turned around and smacked her over the head with my hardback folder she fell to the floor.
"Call me that one meer time"i hissed at her.
"What are u going to do youre pregnant"she zei angry while rubbing her head.
"You will be surprised at what i can do"i zei then walked out of the school.
"Can u drive me home pagina today i dont think i can drive"i whispered ot alice she nodded.We got in and started driving.
"I am so sorry bella i want to kill edward and that jessica"she zei in a angry tone.
"I thought he loved me"i zei rubbing my stomack my baby girl is upset too.
"He does edward didnt kiss her,she kissed him she only planed it today i thought edward would have saw that"she zei like she was thinking out loud.
"It doesnt matter now he can be with who ever makes him happy"i whispered.Alice droped me home pagina and i went straight up to my bedroom.I opened my bedroom door and edward was standing in my room.
"Please go away"i begged.
"No"he zei in pain.
"Its not what u think bella"he zei
"Again its not what i think am i always wrong are my eyes and ears playing trickes on me"i shouted at him.
"I dont like her bella,i hate her i never have liked her,she is self obsorbed never thinking of any one else she repuleses me"he zei he sound hart-, hart broken too.
"Why didnt u stop her u can read minds"i zei angrly at him.
"She wasnt thinking about it,all she was thinking about was u and how she hates u i went over to ask her to leave u alone but then she kissed me"he said.
"Why does she hate me?"i asked.
"Because she thinks u stal mike from her and that u were some how leading him on so she wanted revenge"he zei still pleading.
"Edward just go i am obviously not enough,you were going ot leave but i got pregnant now u want another person"i zei to him.
"No bella i dont want anyone but u no one u are my one and only"he zei his voice could make u cry.I didnt answer i hope my face would say the answer for me.
"No-one loves me like u do,no-one is made the way u are for me and i am for you"he said.I knew this is going to hurt so much to say this but i have to.
"Tanya,she loves you,she is a vampire better for you,she is beautiful and u dont need to not kill her all the time the can love her right,and she wants you"i whispered i could feel tears coming down my face but i didnt open my eyes i couldnt see his face i never like tanya but she is better for him.
"Your wrong she is no good for me i dont like her she is like jessica,bella u are wrong!"he shouted.
"No i am not"i shouted back, then he went to my window and jumped out i couldnt see him but i knew he could hear us so i shouted:
"Its a girl our baby is a girl,and i came to u today to forgive u so i could be with u again but now everythink has changed!"then i shut the window,then i saw a boom fall to the ground,good let him be angry and sad after what he has done to me he doesnt deserve to be forgiven.