Chapter 6
B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his bureau staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my bureau so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, door the time u receive this letter u will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk u after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed u this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from u for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there u have it, as much as I wish u feel the same way its evident u don’t and never will. I will see u when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So u can emai me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say u love me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my bed and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and zei to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my dag dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had lost weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to kiss him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I zei Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
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Lisa.
B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his bureau staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my bureau so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, door the time u receive this letter u will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk u after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed u this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from u for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there u have it, as much as I wish u feel the same way its evident u don’t and never will. I will see u when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So u can emai me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say u love me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my bed and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and zei to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my dag dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had lost weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to kiss him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I zei Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
Sorry its short !! commentaar etc!! <3
Lisa.
EDWARD'S erwt COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his erwt jas came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture of color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of erwt coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his erwt jas came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture of color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of erwt coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I zei while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run of race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank u guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward zei very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a jaar of so okay and u guys can leave if u want to . But I am Going to start door asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when u come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are u leaving of staying" i zei " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I zei while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run of race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank u guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward zei very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a jaar of so okay and u guys can leave if u want to . But I am Going to start door asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when u come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are u leaving of staying" i zei " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the zitplaats, stoel opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my hart-, hart conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what u have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as u did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could u leave did u not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
i will not mourn anymore. my hart-, hart conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what u have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as u did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could u leave did u not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always love you
My favoriete scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before u say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. u might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner of later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward zei he got over his taste for her blood? Do u remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If u really like Jacob, u see things like me.