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I heard her breathing accelerated. in a seconde I was beside her. I smelled sweat. Here was too hot for her. I lied down and pressed her to me. She opened her eyes for a seconde and closed them with a slight smile.
The night was close to the end. I heard the birds started singing, the whole nature waking up. The sky became lighter before the dawn. My anger was worn up and I felt empty. I wanted to give Bella everything, but instead of it I’ve done this awful crime – I hurt her. I felt so upset, depression and disgust overwhelming my soul. I though, our honeymoon would be completely beautiful…perfect. She always did treat me as a perfect guy. But now there was no doubt about my nature. A monster. I’d do anything to change it. To become human: to not to be afraid of kissing her, touching her. It felt like a hell – everything burning around me – hot air, Bella’s body, her breathe against my chest, my guilt was destroying me inside.
So now she’ll finally understand who I am in reality, when I’m not under control. Actually, I tried not to toon her my strength while we were together. But now it was time for her to realize, what happened – she was married to a vampire – a monster – strong killer and predator.
Will she scream and run away? Will she blame me? Of course she will. I’m the one responsible for everything.
Suddenly, one night was recalled in my mind. The night, when we made a bargain. I remembered the tears in her eyes, when I refused her, her breaking voice when she pleaded me…She wanted this so much, she thought that it’d be something beautiful and now I’d ruined her dreams. In that night I tried to toon her my true strength, but she didn’t get it right.
Abruptly I recalled her moans and moves….my God – was she moaning in pain?! Why didn’t she tell me? I’d stop immediately. But instead she teased me. Of course – suffered to make me happy. It seemed SO Bella.
The sun was moving to the top, boven of the sky, burning Bella’s skin. But her breathing was even and I didn’t notice any discomfort in her body. I was dreading the minuut when she’ll finally open her eyes.
When it was near 12 am, I felt Bella’s body changing the biorhythm – her breathing and heartbeat accelerating, what made her smell meer intense. That meant that she was waking up. door that moment she lied on my chest, her hands around my neck, I was tracing her back so lightly, that I barely touched it.
She didn’t say anything – just tightened her arms around my neck. I was staring at the top, boven of the bed. So, the moment came. My mind was frozen.
I was waiting her to say something. To scream, to blame me, to say how painful it was. But as always she surprised me door laughing. It made me puzzled. I didn’t see anything funny in the present situation.
“What’s funny?” I asked.