Dear The-One-I’m-Glad-I-Never-Kept
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after u had hurt me, I got over u pretty quick, I guess I never really loved u and u were a waste of my time, and when u left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months u had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do u remember that dag I was crying, and I had went to u with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, u had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and u had called me a good for nothing ugly teef who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his overhemd, shirt sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was meer amazing then I could ever know, and u were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how u had gegeven me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your vrienden were hitting on me when u had walked in, and got all tense, and u were claiming your territory, u might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and zei “Baby u look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure u had gegeven me for sex, and every time I zei no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, door accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to verplaats at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your vrienden jokingly told u that u were whipped and my bitch, and u had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his vrienden joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and zei “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and u had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and u zei grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I love you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that dag I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how u had looked at me disgusted and zei “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and u had looked at me and zei “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, u started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter concert with him, and he had looked at me funny and zei “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t u going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between u and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess u never did.
Love from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish u the best, and I hope u grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate u is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want u back.
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after u had hurt me, I got over u pretty quick, I guess I never really loved u and u were a waste of my time, and when u left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months u had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do u remember that dag I was crying, and I had went to u with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, u had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and u had called me a good for nothing ugly teef who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his overhemd, shirt sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was meer amazing then I could ever know, and u were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how u had gegeven me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your vrienden were hitting on me when u had walked in, and got all tense, and u were claiming your territory, u might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and zei “Baby u look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure u had gegeven me for sex, and every time I zei no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, door accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to verplaats at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your vrienden jokingly told u that u were whipped and my bitch, and u had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his vrienden joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and zei “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and u had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and u zei grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I love you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that dag I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how u had looked at me disgusted and zei “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and u had looked at me and zei “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, u started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter concert with him, and he had looked at me funny and zei “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t u going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between u and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess u never did.
Love from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish u the best, and I hope u grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate u is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want u back.
blood fills the faces of my fantasies
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a schommel, swing at me
come and i'll push u to the ground
what are u doing? what do u think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are u leaving me now?!
i will make u suffer just like u made me suffer
i will watch u screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound door your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow u and torture u and i'll watch u screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking u down and making u drown
i wanna kill u the same way u killed me
leaving me thoughtless
u can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but u can not break me down
gonna take u down because nothing in this world is going to save me
no mercy,you're trying to put me down
i can see clearly as you're taking a schommel, swing at me
come and i'll push u to the ground
what are u doing? what do u think this is doing to me?
you're taking all my faith
what are u leaving me now?!
i will make u suffer just like u made me suffer
i will watch u screaming and begging for forgiveness
all my hate can not be bound
i will not be bound door your darkest demons
so try to take my life and put me to the ground
i will follow u and torture u and i'll watch u screaming
look at the bloody faces smiling at you,taking u down and making u drown
i wanna kill u the same way u killed me
leaving me thoughtless
u can try to tell me that i'm worthless
but u can not break me down
gonna take u down because nothing in this world is going to save me
The dag of love,
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one door my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That u would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
u are my one true,
Thank u honey,
For being with me,
I love u so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
door ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I love x
Is here again,
This is tough,
From end to end,
A joyus occasion,
Is our salvation,
Without you,
I would be empty,
No one door my side,
No one to embrace me when I'm tired,
Stuck within a baracading window,
Wishing oh so much,
That u would show,
Just another day,
Where I would have to sit here and say,
Alone again,
Always alone,
Behind these eyes are tears of love,
u are my one true,
Thank u honey,
For being with me,
I love u so,
Please,
Never ever leave me
door ScottishChic, dedicated to all whom I love x
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SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just love every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i love every songs well they are great!! hallo all the singers make meer song for me please want to see meer !!! well just love every singer!!, well my favoriete song is WORK door Rihanna and what is yours?
SINGERS THAT I KNOW :Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Nicki Minaj,Justin Bieber, Rihanna, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez,Jennifer Lopez, well i just love every singers !!
Well i wish all the singer a big GOOD LUCK!!!! and also i love every songs well they are great!! hallo all the singers make meer song for me please want to see meer !!! well just love every singer!!, well my favoriete song is WORK door Rihanna and what is yours?