Basics: Age 17, Born October 20, 1968. Lives in Berlin, Germany
Blond hair, blue eyes.
What is your happiest memory?
My happiest memory was when my parents to me to Der Märchenbrunnen. This is a beautiful park There are fountains and lots of statues of the Grimm brother’s fairy tale characters. It is wonderful to take a picnic lunch and just sit and watch people and watch the calming water.
What don’t u want anyone to find out about you?
I have to be careful when I tell u this. I don’t want anyone to know how much I’d like to live in the West. If anyone heard me telling u this I could get in a lot of trouble.
What is the best part of your personality?
I would have to say the best part of my personality is how helpful I am to everyone. It doesn’t matter if I know u of not. If u need help I’m there.
How would your best friend describe how u look?
My best friend would say that I have blond hair and blue eyes. My eyes have this really dark ring around the iris that kind of makes them stand out. I am athletically built. I like to stay fit. My hair comes just below my shoulders. I dress as fashionable as possible here.
What irritates you?
Having people watch my every move. I know I’m not paranoid. There is no such thing as trust here. When I enter my house I can count on my neighbors watching me. They do the same thing if I’m outside talking to someone of when I leave my house.
Tell me about your family.
My parents are really awesome. My mom did work in a factory. My dad was a mechanic. Last week I came home pagina from school and Heir Hoffmeyer was there to meet me. He wanted me to know that my parents had been arrested. He took me in and questioned me for three hours. I know they are watching me. They let me stay in the house because I’m 17, and it is the easiest way to make sure they keep an eye on me.
What do u think of yourself when u look in the mirror?
When I look in the mirror I see someone who looks scared. But I know that I have a lot of strength in me. I have a determined look about me. I am determined to do whatever I must to survive.
What’s the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?
The most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me was when Tobias was at my house. He likes to tease me. He always thinks he’s better than me because I’m a girl. He wanted to arm wrestle. I told him I didn’t want to hurt him and he laughed at me. I accidently broke his arm.
Do u have a crush on anyone?
I don’t have a crush on anyone. I’m looking for someone who secretly wants to live on the other side of the uithangbord as much as I do. I want someone who wants a better life. I don’t think I will ever find them.
What do u really, REALLY want meer than anything else in the world?
The one thing I want meer than anything else in the world is freedom. I want to be free to do and think what I want. I don’t want the government tell me how to live mylife.
Is there anything u would die for?
I would die for my vrienden and family. I would die trying to secure my freedom.
Is there anything u area really good at?
Nothing really stands out. Of course I don’t really have a lot of freedom to be expressive. I am really good at working with glass and recycling it to make interesting pieces of art. I have to be real careful. If I create something that someone finds offensive I could be thrown in prison like my parents.
Blond hair, blue eyes.
What is your happiest memory?
My happiest memory was when my parents to me to Der Märchenbrunnen. This is a beautiful park There are fountains and lots of statues of the Grimm brother’s fairy tale characters. It is wonderful to take a picnic lunch and just sit and watch people and watch the calming water.
What don’t u want anyone to find out about you?
I have to be careful when I tell u this. I don’t want anyone to know how much I’d like to live in the West. If anyone heard me telling u this I could get in a lot of trouble.
What is the best part of your personality?
I would have to say the best part of my personality is how helpful I am to everyone. It doesn’t matter if I know u of not. If u need help I’m there.
How would your best friend describe how u look?
My best friend would say that I have blond hair and blue eyes. My eyes have this really dark ring around the iris that kind of makes them stand out. I am athletically built. I like to stay fit. My hair comes just below my shoulders. I dress as fashionable as possible here.
What irritates you?
Having people watch my every move. I know I’m not paranoid. There is no such thing as trust here. When I enter my house I can count on my neighbors watching me. They do the same thing if I’m outside talking to someone of when I leave my house.
Tell me about your family.
My parents are really awesome. My mom did work in a factory. My dad was a mechanic. Last week I came home pagina from school and Heir Hoffmeyer was there to meet me. He wanted me to know that my parents had been arrested. He took me in and questioned me for three hours. I know they are watching me. They let me stay in the house because I’m 17, and it is the easiest way to make sure they keep an eye on me.
What do u think of yourself when u look in the mirror?
When I look in the mirror I see someone who looks scared. But I know that I have a lot of strength in me. I have a determined look about me. I am determined to do whatever I must to survive.
What’s the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?
The most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me was when Tobias was at my house. He likes to tease me. He always thinks he’s better than me because I’m a girl. He wanted to arm wrestle. I told him I didn’t want to hurt him and he laughed at me. I accidently broke his arm.
Do u have a crush on anyone?
I don’t have a crush on anyone. I’m looking for someone who secretly wants to live on the other side of the uithangbord as much as I do. I want someone who wants a better life. I don’t think I will ever find them.
What do u really, REALLY want meer than anything else in the world?
The one thing I want meer than anything else in the world is freedom. I want to be free to do and think what I want. I don’t want the government tell me how to live mylife.
Is there anything u would die for?
I would die for my vrienden and family. I would die trying to secure my freedom.
Is there anything u area really good at?
Nothing really stands out. Of course I don’t really have a lot of freedom to be expressive. I am really good at working with glass and recycling it to make interesting pieces of art. I have to be real careful. If I create something that someone finds offensive I could be thrown in prison like my parents.
Well u see
I'm not myself anymore
Well u can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
door myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things u don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
door myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
door myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door myself
door myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well u can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
Lost my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
door myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things u don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm lost in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've lost all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door Myself
I'm gone now
I'm lost again
I'm lost
door myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm lost here
door myself
I'm lost now
I'm here now
I'm lost here
door myself
door myself
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing u makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because u can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because u make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because u can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world u keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me u were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need u is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing u makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because u can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because u make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because u can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world u keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me u were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need u is
because I'll always love you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives u the roads
and leaves u choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and u live it
wrapped door sadness
of happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
u pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves u not,
that's u who love
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives u choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the vraag is
will u remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will u remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.