Shaun
A dag passed. I didn't hear from her. I didn't have her new cell number, I couldn't contact her.
I started the two and a half uur long drive to where she she lived.
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I knocked on her door. She didn't answer. I couldn't blame her. She probably hated me right now.
I tried the handle, and it swung open easily. Deathly quiet.
I suddenly saw a piece of paper stuck to her bedroom door. I saw my name. I ripped it of and read what was written.
Shaun,
I'm leaving. Please, please, don't tell anyone why. Pretend u don't know. Act like I never existed.
Don't come looking for me. I want u to finish college, and verplaats on. u deserve happiness, which I can't ever give you, no matter how much I wish I could. And don't blame yourself. It's my fault. It's entirely my fault.
I still love you, and I always will.
Serena.
u gave me happiness, Serena. And I'll always blame myself. I stal your future. I have no reason to ever want anyone else. u are and u always will be my everything.
I turned around, with the letter still in my hand. I'd do whatever it took to do everything she asked of me. I owed her that much. I loved her too much.
A dag passed. I didn't hear from her. I didn't have her new cell number, I couldn't contact her.
I started the two and a half uur long drive to where she she lived.
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I knocked on her door. She didn't answer. I couldn't blame her. She probably hated me right now.
I tried the handle, and it swung open easily. Deathly quiet.
I suddenly saw a piece of paper stuck to her bedroom door. I saw my name. I ripped it of and read what was written.
Shaun,
I'm leaving. Please, please, don't tell anyone why. Pretend u don't know. Act like I never existed.
Don't come looking for me. I want u to finish college, and verplaats on. u deserve happiness, which I can't ever give you, no matter how much I wish I could. And don't blame yourself. It's my fault. It's entirely my fault.
I still love you, and I always will.
Serena.
u gave me happiness, Serena. And I'll always blame myself. I stal your future. I have no reason to ever want anyone else. u are and u always will be my everything.
I turned around, with the letter still in my hand. I'd do whatever it took to do everything she asked of me. I owed her that much. I loved her too much.
A place I once trusted
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a masquerade
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance of song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an angel
Free as a shooting ster
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a masquerade
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance of song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an angel
Free as a shooting ster
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
Diem Mirabilis
Morning:
for Morning is made
of mysteries and uncertainties
the hopes of beginnings
the risks of unknowns
the potential for greatness
of failure
Midday:
for Midday is the height
of the glory of the sun
the climax of twenty-four hours
the brightness that blinds and clarifies
the antwoorden once hidden
now unveiled
Sunset:
for Sunset arrives
with the final shift of the sky
the afterglow of the triumph
the sweetness of the last drop
the closing chapter of a story
and the beginning...
of a new one.
as if u gave me a choice
everything about u i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only u i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about u i admire
u are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my hart-, hart would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions u play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name