Then it wasn’t my confession that gave him the big shock, Sara thought, He already knew the whole story that’s why he understood my acts.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called u when u were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” u answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she zei with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” u zei playfully and my hart-, hart beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet u James” u smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I zei nervously
u were starring at me in a way that made me even meer nervous and confused. u reached your hands slowly, and u didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at u the volgende a few seconds, unaware of what u were saying to Emily.
“How about u come, James?” u zei brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, u have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the volgende dag comes and I see u again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got enchanted with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the volgende day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his boeken and writing notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her hart-, hart beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused door anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel meer than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing door his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle kiss on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him meer than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly love her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called u when u were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” u answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she zei with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” u zei playfully and my hart-, hart beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet u James” u smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I zei nervously
u were starring at me in a way that made me even meer nervous and confused. u reached your hands slowly, and u didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at u the volgende a few seconds, unaware of what u were saying to Emily.
“How about u come, James?” u zei brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, u have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the volgende dag comes and I see u again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got enchanted with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the volgende day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his boeken and writing notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her hart-, hart beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused door anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel meer than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing door his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle kiss on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him meer than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly love her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Me and Those
Ever noticed that in this life
Everyone wants u to do something,
of be something
That sometimes u don’t want to be?
They are those!
u know them!
u probably have those in your house.
They are those who expect u to take a path,
Even though,
Sometimes,
u don’t want to take.
They are those who expect u to be great,
Even though,
Sometimes,
u prefer to be small and humble.
But do u think,
For the slightest second,
That they care about that?
They don’t!
They are your parents,
Your grandparents,
Your Uncles and aunts,
That since u were born,
Came up with a path for u in life.
But know this,
And say it to yourself:
They are those, they matter,
But me is I,
And I’m the main character.
Artwork by me
Sitting right where u are
u have no claim on me
I know my own path
I am my own guide
u are nothing to me
No matter how u try
What do u care?
If I'm not doing it right
I'm not following you
I know my own path
I am my own guide
u don't know me
No matter how u try
Why are u here?
u know I don't want you
I told u to leave me
I am my own path
I know my own guide
u can't mold me
No matter how u try
Why do I feel compelled to write angsty poetry? I swear I'm not even that angsty. lol Oh well, I hope someone out there enjoys it.
A whisper in the cavern that goes unheard,
and a glimmer in the sky that stays unnoticed,
like the start of a brand new life, at the peak
of a mountain never scaled, lies in wait.
It can't be moved door any cosmic mover,
so no passing wind of fog will douse it.
Only your eyes can scratch out the image
of accept it, the light at the edge of your eyes.
Will u take hold of the key you're offered?
Stop singing of freedom; seek it instead?
To become a companion of the new
takes an ever expanding, soaring gaze.
But even door taking one step forward,
door placing one hand onto the mountain,
as the wind tugs gently at your back,
u will realize the cage has already been broken.
and a glimmer in the sky that stays unnoticed,
like the start of a brand new life, at the peak
of a mountain never scaled, lies in wait.
It can't be moved door any cosmic mover,
so no passing wind of fog will douse it.
Only your eyes can scratch out the image
of accept it, the light at the edge of your eyes.
Will u take hold of the key you're offered?
Stop singing of freedom; seek it instead?
To become a companion of the new
takes an ever expanding, soaring gaze.
But even door taking one step forward,
door placing one hand onto the mountain,
as the wind tugs gently at your back,
u will realize the cage has already been broken.
Liyah (me)
Once i was having a dag dream about this story. And it brang me to this. A story about AshleyxDamon.
Chapter 1: Sunset
Sitting in an oak tree,a young 13 jaar old was writing a letter to her father in Tokyo. He was doing research. Then her twin Austin came. "What are u doing here?," she asked. "I love the sunset", Austin said. "That's why i'm here," Ashley said. They watched the beautiful sunset and went in they're vintage home. "Ashley who is the letter for,"Austin asked. " Dad," she answered. "Dinner u guys," there mother said. And they went inside.
Credit to breebree446
