He kissed u slowly, and the feeling of love drowned your senses. A hug. A kiss. And u went further on.
u walk home, feeling amazing, beautiful, wonderful and every other feeling of happiness and love. The sky seems full of joy and the blue is blinding. The clouds have mixed shapes and sizes, each much meer different than the other.
u enter your room and sit at the warmest corner in your room and smile at the thoughts of that special someone. Then your eyes blacken out.
Death. Hate. Depression. Bitterness. Sorrow. Murder.
u shake your head at the thoughts and push try to push them out. A feeling of emptiness fills your inner soul. u grab the mes under your bed from when u were eating watermeloen and stick it in your back pocket.
A strong urge fills you. u can’t control it. u walk out your door and towards the person u love.
He is texting his friend about how much he loves you. u lift the mes into the air and try to hold back. u fingers cringe, trying to press the mes against his neck.
u feel the guilt slipping through your ears and cool off your neck. u let out a quiet sigh and smile. u are glad that u didn’t kill. u slowly lose grip of the mes and it slips out of your fingers, landing on his shoulder and gracefully gliding down his arm. A long scar scrapes his arm and the mes is stuck at the very end.
He falls down to the floor and looks around wildly to find the person in charge. His eyes fill with tears and disappoint when he sees that u are the cause of this. A twisted frown of hatred fills his expression.
u begin to cry and find a way to apologize for the harm just caused.
“I’m sorry.” u whisper and cry a lot more.
He gives a glare.
“How could you?” He slowly stutters.
“I didn’t mean to. I don’t know.” u whisper.
His eyes begin to blink quickly, tonen he would be gone any second.
u run to his side and kiss his lifeless lips.
“I’m sorry. I love you.” u say slyly and step away from the body.
u walk home, feeling amazing, beautiful, wonderful and every other feeling of happiness and love. The sky seems full of joy and the blue is blinding. The clouds have mixed shapes and sizes, each much meer different than the other.
u enter your room and sit at the warmest corner in your room and smile at the thoughts of that special someone. Then your eyes blacken out.
Death. Hate. Depression. Bitterness. Sorrow. Murder.
u shake your head at the thoughts and push try to push them out. A feeling of emptiness fills your inner soul. u grab the mes under your bed from when u were eating watermeloen and stick it in your back pocket.
A strong urge fills you. u can’t control it. u walk out your door and towards the person u love.
He is texting his friend about how much he loves you. u lift the mes into the air and try to hold back. u fingers cringe, trying to press the mes against his neck.
u feel the guilt slipping through your ears and cool off your neck. u let out a quiet sigh and smile. u are glad that u didn’t kill. u slowly lose grip of the mes and it slips out of your fingers, landing on his shoulder and gracefully gliding down his arm. A long scar scrapes his arm and the mes is stuck at the very end.
He falls down to the floor and looks around wildly to find the person in charge. His eyes fill with tears and disappoint when he sees that u are the cause of this. A twisted frown of hatred fills his expression.
u begin to cry and find a way to apologize for the harm just caused.
“I’m sorry.” u whisper and cry a lot more.
He gives a glare.
“How could you?” He slowly stutters.
“I didn’t mean to. I don’t know.” u whisper.
His eyes begin to blink quickly, tonen he would be gone any second.
u run to his side and kiss his lifeless lips.
“I’m sorry. I love you.” u say slyly and step away from the body.
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home pagina for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
meer eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A home pagina for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
meer eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right."
I can still remember the disappointment in those hazel eyes the moment I told him I was leaving. I couldn't stay - I had no choice. I still can't decide whether it hurt meer to leave him, of to know I had been the one who caused the pain. What was I supposed to do? This child needed guidance and protection now meer than ever, and I couldn't help him. For so long I had been the one to console him - make him feel veilig - and it was coming to an end. It was... the rule.
"I need to go away, Alex. It's what imaginary vrienden do....
Forever
Forever u are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what u promised
Your hart-, hart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected door your eagle like wings
Forever loved door your ocean wide heart
Forever veilig in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever u are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what u promised
Your hart-, hart is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected door your eagle like wings
Forever loved door your ocean wide heart
Forever veilig in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person u told the truth to all the time was now the one person u have to keep it away from, would you?
would u be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person u told everything to, he was the one who keeps u from falling apart, but if u told him anything he might be the one to bring u tummbling down.
if u had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would u chose? because if u dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person u told the truth to all the time was now the one person u have to keep it away from, would you?
would u be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person u told everything to, he was the one who keeps u from falling apart, but if u told him anything he might be the one to bring u tummbling down.
if u had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would u chose? because if u dont chose right, he may very well die.
That dag I thought I was a failure. I was sitting outside our house on a bench in my white dress, just staring at the dark sky while raindrops were running down my cheeks. It could have been tears as well, all I knew was that it was raining pretty hard.
As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some thee for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The gras felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
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As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some thee for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The gras felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two door fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two door fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
love bites
A jaar geleden in my calculation,
A jaar ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Love isn’t a toy and never was.
Love is what u cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
A jaar ago, there were situations.
The same song played now and then,
In my memory, it had begun.
Tears from my eyes were shed this morning,
It was the most tears I was shedding.
My world isn’t complete without you,
My world and I don’t know what to do.
Love isn’t a toy and never was.
Love is what u cherish and keep as treasure.
My mind is at many topics at random,
It goes normal when you’re in my kingdom.
What ends my bad situations with people
Is my focus on you, my angel.
You’ll always be a part of me,
You’ll always be in my memory.
