Chapter 1
Negative stranger
“Have a backbone . . . wait, your an arthropod.”
The sun was burning my eyes as the world spun around me. When I opened them, my eyes burned and then i thought I heard a sizzle, which, of course, was my imagination. I could feel the burning sensation on my upper arm from the shot last night. Crazy. The sunny burn kept burning my pupils until I opened my eyes fully. Then I notice that it’s just my light in my room.
Bummer.
I sat up and rubbed the sore spot on my upper arm area. Shots hurt meer than u think. When I stood up, I fell back onto my bed, feeling too tired to walk of do anything. I had no idea what I was going to do on the weekends when I didn’t have to get up, I’d sleep in all day. When my legs became shivery, I had to pull my shorts down a little more. The black hemdje, hemd I was wearing had two chocolate labs on it. I looked down on the smiling puppies. I chuckled and then sat up once more.
The solar system seemed like it was speeding up every step I took to the bathroom.
I was getting ready for my first dag of school at a new school called Forget High School. Really says something for you.
One of my best vrienden lived there and she zei it was full of exotic animals, (I think she meant the people.) She reconsidered, and switch schools. If it was that bad, why did she tell me they were cool people? Megan, which was her name, zei in her prissy voice, ‘I think a boy named Jo was really hot, his group was also cool’. She was very annoying. I wonder why I ever made vrienden with her. Megan was nice, but, a little on the chattery side. I’m never in a mood to chat all the time. She gave up on my friendship when I left her sitting in the lunch room when I was in the counselors office. I guess she hates waiting for someone who actually is the only person in the whole school to be vrienden with her. That was at my old school. it’s time to start fresh.
Fresh.
Don’t ask.
“I don’t like the feeling of this,” I whispered to myself. My stomach was engulfing a big lump. I looked at the mirror. My dark red, short hair was all tangled and messed up.
Negative stranger
“Have a backbone . . . wait, your an arthropod.”
The sun was burning my eyes as the world spun around me. When I opened them, my eyes burned and then i thought I heard a sizzle, which, of course, was my imagination. I could feel the burning sensation on my upper arm from the shot last night. Crazy. The sunny burn kept burning my pupils until I opened my eyes fully. Then I notice that it’s just my light in my room.
Bummer.
I sat up and rubbed the sore spot on my upper arm area. Shots hurt meer than u think. When I stood up, I fell back onto my bed, feeling too tired to walk of do anything. I had no idea what I was going to do on the weekends when I didn’t have to get up, I’d sleep in all day. When my legs became shivery, I had to pull my shorts down a little more. The black hemdje, hemd I was wearing had two chocolate labs on it. I looked down on the smiling puppies. I chuckled and then sat up once more.
The solar system seemed like it was speeding up every step I took to the bathroom.
I was getting ready for my first dag of school at a new school called Forget High School. Really says something for you.
One of my best vrienden lived there and she zei it was full of exotic animals, (I think she meant the people.) She reconsidered, and switch schools. If it was that bad, why did she tell me they were cool people? Megan, which was her name, zei in her prissy voice, ‘I think a boy named Jo was really hot, his group was also cool’. She was very annoying. I wonder why I ever made vrienden with her. Megan was nice, but, a little on the chattery side. I’m never in a mood to chat all the time. She gave up on my friendship when I left her sitting in the lunch room when I was in the counselors office. I guess she hates waiting for someone who actually is the only person in the whole school to be vrienden with her. That was at my old school. it’s time to start fresh.
Fresh.
Don’t ask.
“I don’t like the feeling of this,” I whispered to myself. My stomach was engulfing a big lump. I looked at the mirror. My dark red, short hair was all tangled and messed up.
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments geleden someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing japon, jurk and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments geleden someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing japon, jurk and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need meer and meer and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me of to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need meer and meer and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me of to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
i dindnt say anything for a minute,then i spoke.
'do u know why?"
'well,she zei something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come door my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"
'do u know why?"
'well,she zei something about an old friend in texas." izzy told me.
"you dont think.."
"maybe.where else could she have gone?"
"come door my house after school,i have plan."
After school,izzy came over.We went to my room.
"what are we gonna do?"izzy asked,as soon as she walked in the room.
"wee gonig to find aslee" i siad,trying to sound as serious as possible.
"youre kidding,right? i mean,where are we gonna go?"izzy said.
"texas"
she stared at me.Blankly.Not saying a thing.As if she was gonna drop dead.
"izzy?"i asked,trying to get her back to reality.
"you must be on drugs," she said
"what?"
"youve got to be joking me.i mean,your mom is not gonig to take us,my mom is dead,and theres no way ere gonna..wait...your not saying?
"yep,wee going to texas"