*Note; This is a variation of RachelGal97’s Endless Pain. Same names; just a different plot. Please commentaar and tell me if u like and what’s your favoriete part*
Endless Pain: Chapter Three
“Are u sure it was David?” Mom asked as she comforted Selena on the couch.
“I’m positive.” Selena replied. “I’d know that face from anywhere. And… if I was never his girlfriend, he never would have gone to that jewelry store, and he never would have died!”
Mom didn’t reply. She knew her daughter was feeling guilty, and nothing could help it. Instead she said, “But, sweetie, he loved you. That’s why he went to the jewelry store. Don’t u see?” But it was no use; Selena had already broken out into tears again.
Suddenly, the door opened and Demi ran through with Taylor dragging behind caring three, heavy, handbags.
“Taylor told me what happened,” Then realizing Selena was crying, Demi added, “What hap-?” Mom motioned for Demi stop. She lipped, “She’ll tell you.”
“Do u still wanna go shopping?” Taylor asked, smiling.
Selena smiled, but it went away. David was gone… forever.
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Selena thought back to when she and David were together; a picnic in the park. Blue, skies scattered with big, fluffy clouds, green grass, and two people who fell for each other. Laying on a red and white checkered blanket, Selena remembered her and David pointing out what the clouds looked like to each other. A perfect memory that will never happen again.
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“Selena!” Demi said, snapping her fingers in front of Selena’s face. “You look tired.”
“Oh,” Selena said. “I’m really not.”
“Really, Sel?” Taylor asked. “Really?”
Selena looked down at her hands in her lap. She gazed up and glanced at Demi and Taylor. “Follow me.” She said. Getting up, she led her vrienden up the stairs to her room. There she told them about everything that happened that fateful morning.
“Selena,” Demi zei after her friend had finished her story. “I’m so sorry.”
“Me too.” Taylor added.
“Well, it can’t be helped now.” Selena said, stared into the locket which held the only picture of David she kept out. Just then there was a knock on the door.
“Girls,” mom said, trying to sound as positive as she could. “Lunch’s ready. Do u want some?
“Come one, Selena.” Taylor said. “It’s for your own good. If u don’t stay into the schommel, swing of things…” Her voice trailed off. She was talking to air. “Guys! What for me!” She zei as she ran down the stairs into the kitchen.
“They’re in the living room. TV’s on.” Mom zei as she handed Taylor a plate of hot dogs, chips and a drink.
Taylor walked in the room. “What’s o-“
“Shh!” Selena said.
“Wha-“
“I zei ‘SHH!’”
“Sorry.” Taylor said, happy that she got a full word out.
“’Fallen in Love’ is on.” Demi whispered. “It’s Sels, favoriete drama.”
Taylor nodded. “At least she’s not crying.”
“True.”
“Ask her out, Jamie!” Selena zei to the TV. “She loves you!”
“And the reason she’s not crying is because she’s lost it.”
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The volgende morning Selena got up and dressed for the first dag of school without David.
“You can do this.” She zei to herself confidently, as she stared at her reflection in the mirror. She grabbed her bag and walked down stairs.
“Good-bye mom.”She zei as she kissed her mother’s cheek.
“Bye sweetie.”
Selena skipped down the driveway and all the way to the bus stop. She was trying to stay happy, but it was hard. Taylor tapped her on the shoulder.
“Ah!” Selena screamed as she turned around and hugged Taylor.
“You feeling better?”
“A little.” Selena replied.
“Really?”
“I’m fine.”
“Okay. If u say so.”
“Boo!” Demi snuck up behind the girls and scared them.
“Enough with the scaring me!” Selena zei as she gave Demi her hug.
“It just feels like it.” Demi answered.
“I guess so,” Selena said, as she and her vrienden boarded the bus.
“Come on!” Taylor said, taking her vrienden hands. “We’re the first on the bus! Let’s sit in the back!”
“Sure why not.” Demi said, throwing her hands in the air. “It’s not like there’s no other seats in this place!”
Selena and Taylor laughed.
“And besides,” Selena added. “It’s fun to sit in the back!”
“Yeah.” Taylor agreed.
And until they got to school, the girls talked endlessly.
Endless Pain: Chapter Three
“Are u sure it was David?” Mom asked as she comforted Selena on the couch.
“I’m positive.” Selena replied. “I’d know that face from anywhere. And… if I was never his girlfriend, he never would have gone to that jewelry store, and he never would have died!”
Mom didn’t reply. She knew her daughter was feeling guilty, and nothing could help it. Instead she said, “But, sweetie, he loved you. That’s why he went to the jewelry store. Don’t u see?” But it was no use; Selena had already broken out into tears again.
Suddenly, the door opened and Demi ran through with Taylor dragging behind caring three, heavy, handbags.
“Taylor told me what happened,” Then realizing Selena was crying, Demi added, “What hap-?” Mom motioned for Demi stop. She lipped, “She’ll tell you.”
“Do u still wanna go shopping?” Taylor asked, smiling.
Selena smiled, but it went away. David was gone… forever.
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Selena thought back to when she and David were together; a picnic in the park. Blue, skies scattered with big, fluffy clouds, green grass, and two people who fell for each other. Laying on a red and white checkered blanket, Selena remembered her and David pointing out what the clouds looked like to each other. A perfect memory that will never happen again.
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“Selena!” Demi said, snapping her fingers in front of Selena’s face. “You look tired.”
“Oh,” Selena said. “I’m really not.”
“Really, Sel?” Taylor asked. “Really?”
Selena looked down at her hands in her lap. She gazed up and glanced at Demi and Taylor. “Follow me.” She said. Getting up, she led her vrienden up the stairs to her room. There she told them about everything that happened that fateful morning.
“Selena,” Demi zei after her friend had finished her story. “I’m so sorry.”
“Me too.” Taylor added.
“Well, it can’t be helped now.” Selena said, stared into the locket which held the only picture of David she kept out. Just then there was a knock on the door.
“Girls,” mom said, trying to sound as positive as she could. “Lunch’s ready. Do u want some?
“Come one, Selena.” Taylor said. “It’s for your own good. If u don’t stay into the schommel, swing of things…” Her voice trailed off. She was talking to air. “Guys! What for me!” She zei as she ran down the stairs into the kitchen.
“They’re in the living room. TV’s on.” Mom zei as she handed Taylor a plate of hot dogs, chips and a drink.
Taylor walked in the room. “What’s o-“
“Shh!” Selena said.
“Wha-“
“I zei ‘SHH!’”
“Sorry.” Taylor said, happy that she got a full word out.
“’Fallen in Love’ is on.” Demi whispered. “It’s Sels, favoriete drama.”
Taylor nodded. “At least she’s not crying.”
“True.”
“Ask her out, Jamie!” Selena zei to the TV. “She loves you!”
“And the reason she’s not crying is because she’s lost it.”
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The volgende morning Selena got up and dressed for the first dag of school without David.
“You can do this.” She zei to herself confidently, as she stared at her reflection in the mirror. She grabbed her bag and walked down stairs.
“Good-bye mom.”She zei as she kissed her mother’s cheek.
“Bye sweetie.”
Selena skipped down the driveway and all the way to the bus stop. She was trying to stay happy, but it was hard. Taylor tapped her on the shoulder.
“Ah!” Selena screamed as she turned around and hugged Taylor.
“You feeling better?”
“A little.” Selena replied.
“Really?”
“I’m fine.”
“Okay. If u say so.”
“Boo!” Demi snuck up behind the girls and scared them.
“Enough with the scaring me!” Selena zei as she gave Demi her hug.
“It just feels like it.” Demi answered.
“I guess so,” Selena said, as she and her vrienden boarded the bus.
“Come on!” Taylor said, taking her vrienden hands. “We’re the first on the bus! Let’s sit in the back!”
“Sure why not.” Demi said, throwing her hands in the air. “It’s not like there’s no other seats in this place!”
Selena and Taylor laughed.
“And besides,” Selena added. “It’s fun to sit in the back!”
“Yeah.” Taylor agreed.
And until they got to school, the girls talked endlessly.
This is writen in the point of view of Kara
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments geleden someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing japon, jurk and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
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Kara stood in apartment and stared out of thr window, just a few moments geleden someone stopped her from jumping off her flat roof.
"Kara..."the voice said, it was the same voice of the man who saved her.
Kara looked at the time, it was 11.48. She yawned and went into her bedroom.After getting changed she slipped into her bed.That voice ringed through her ears."Kara....".She closed her eyes and almost fell asleep when she herd someone call her name "Kara...."
There was a knock on the front door, Kara grabbed her dressing japon, jurk and put on her slippers. She walked over to the door and opened it. There was a piece of paper on the floor with wriing on it. I was a note, on the note was written in 7 days all will be alright
Kara awoke from her bed, had it all been a dream? Kara noticed that she had the note in her hand.She read the note over and over again. What did it mean?
when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need meer and meer and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me of to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need meer and meer and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me of to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain