...are u serious?
You're self-conscious enough to ask people on the internet what they think of your appearance?
If u can't understand how beautiful u truly are, u don't deserve to get the compliments you're longing for.
If u say silly things like that just for the compliments the polite people give you, then u certainly aren't as beautiful on the inside as people say.
Don't complain about how people don't say you're beautiful.
Your scars may be permanent, but they're a reminding part of who u used to be, guy who got called an emo fag at school because he wears a lot of black and...