Dear Diary,
Yeah It's me again. I made one mistake and it's eating me inside.
Before u ask me "Lily did u at least try to escape?" I'm going to tell u that I did. On the first day. It's like he knew I would. I had just gotten shot door that straal, ray and I was feeling Sulky and then Jerald zei something that really ticked me off.
"So yeah your room is down the hall from where we are now"
I glared at him His stupid red hair and eyes were just pulsing out at me like I'm his prize
"You planned this didn't you? How? Well I'll never know but just know this I hate you. u killed the only living family
i had left and I will never forget it" I snarled
He smiled at me. He smiled at me! Who would smile at that?
"Yeah I know but I don't care u are so useful to me that I don't care. Now either stay in here of go rob a bank but if u don't rob it if u go out I'll know," He zei
"How?" I snarled
"What? u think I didn't do anything when I knocked u out with that ray? Well lets just say I know your every move
"Yeah well I rather go to my "Room" buddy," I zei walking away. I walked into my room and slammed the door. I looked around and thought wow he doesn't know what a 17 jaar old likes.
My room is horrible. It has all these little kid stuff like dolls and posters of little kids shows.
That was when I had enough. I looked around and saw a window on my right. I went to it and opened it. It seemed like I would get to go through it but no. When I started to climb through it, something zapped me hard and I fell back into my room
"God dang! What kind of fresh hell is this?" I screamed at the top, boven of my lungs
My doored opened and he smiled "what do u think I'm stupid? I know that u would try to escape. Now u will never escape from me ever now just relax and enjoy the freedom I gave u already,"
He slammed the door and I went on my bed. i will find a way out of here eventually I just need a really good excuse....
Yeah It's me again. I made one mistake and it's eating me inside.
Before u ask me "Lily did u at least try to escape?" I'm going to tell u that I did. On the first day. It's like he knew I would. I had just gotten shot door that straal, ray and I was feeling Sulky and then Jerald zei something that really ticked me off.
"So yeah your room is down the hall from where we are now"
I glared at him His stupid red hair and eyes were just pulsing out at me like I'm his prize
"You planned this didn't you? How? Well I'll never know but just know this I hate you. u killed the only living family
i had left and I will never forget it" I snarled
He smiled at me. He smiled at me! Who would smile at that?
"Yeah I know but I don't care u are so useful to me that I don't care. Now either stay in here of go rob a bank but if u don't rob it if u go out I'll know," He zei
"How?" I snarled
"What? u think I didn't do anything when I knocked u out with that ray? Well lets just say I know your every move
"Yeah well I rather go to my "Room" buddy," I zei walking away. I walked into my room and slammed the door. I looked around and thought wow he doesn't know what a 17 jaar old likes.
My room is horrible. It has all these little kid stuff like dolls and posters of little kids shows.
That was when I had enough. I looked around and saw a window on my right. I went to it and opened it. It seemed like I would get to go through it but no. When I started to climb through it, something zapped me hard and I fell back into my room
"God dang! What kind of fresh hell is this?" I screamed at the top, boven of my lungs
My doored opened and he smiled "what do u think I'm stupid? I know that u would try to escape. Now u will never escape from me ever now just relax and enjoy the freedom I gave u already,"
He slammed the door and I went on my bed. i will find a way out of here eventually I just need a really good excuse....
Your hart-, hart is sore, crippled up like paper.
Your voice is weak, barely passing door you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
u are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times u told everything-
It was a lie, I love u became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. u probably cannot verplaats away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
Your voice is weak, barely passing door you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
u are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times u told everything-
It was a lie, I love u became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. u probably cannot verplaats away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
I walk into
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood door me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To toon them that...
Their work was useful.
To toon them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to toon all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood door me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To toon them that...
Their work was useful.
To toon them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to toon all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
Run. It was the only thing going threw Leven,Evie, Matthew and Cameron's mind right now as the dogs and people chased them into the forest.They went as fast as they could as the dogs got closer and closer.
They weren't suppose to be running from the dogs right now. Then again they weren't suppose to be convicted of a crime they didn't do but it had happened.
"Hurry they're gettin' away!" A loud and gruff voice zei behind them. The barking got louder. A sharp pain was in Leven's side as she ran. She had taken track at school so she was use to it but it was terrible. She could barely breath as she ran.
Matthew turned his head to look back at the others for a spleet, split seconde and had came in contact with something hard. The thing fell back and Matthew staggered. They all stopped then as the body picked herself up. They looked I to the eyes of a criminal. The most wanted person alive in america. Brig.
They weren't suppose to be running from the dogs right now. Then again they weren't suppose to be convicted of a crime they didn't do but it had happened.
"Hurry they're gettin' away!" A loud and gruff voice zei behind them. The barking got louder. A sharp pain was in Leven's side as she ran. She had taken track at school so she was use to it but it was terrible. She could barely breath as she ran.
Matthew turned his head to look back at the others for a spleet, split seconde and had came in contact with something hard. The thing fell back and Matthew staggered. They all stopped then as the body picked herself up. They looked I to the eyes of a criminal. The most wanted person alive in america. Brig.
I never thought it would be that easy,
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
u can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But u and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though u are not with me,
I can feel u with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That u are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
u are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
u can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But u and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though u are not with me,
I can feel u with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That u are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
u are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Some of u may go through life,
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
of even my worst enemies.
This jaar I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
of even my worst enemies.
This jaar I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.
Why,
Is everyone being so cruel
Everyone is abusing each other
It seems like there is no good at all
In this world.
Why is everyone
Leaving me out of everything
Like I am this puppet with no string
I feel out of place,
And I am sure other people feel the same
I have searched for all these years
Someone special
Who would lead me through
The darkness
And all of my troubles would fade away.
Someone that would be named,
"My Hero."
I found who she was this year
And it was extremely unexpected,
Because...
No one else is my hero.
My hero is myself.
Is everyone being so cruel
Everyone is abusing each other
It seems like there is no good at all
In this world.
Why is everyone
Leaving me out of everything
Like I am this puppet with no string
I feel out of place,
And I am sure other people feel the same
I have searched for all these years
Someone special
Who would lead me through
The darkness
And all of my troubles would fade away.
Someone that would be named,
"My Hero."
I found who she was this year
And it was extremely unexpected,
Because...
No one else is my hero.
My hero is myself.