Leting go of the ones you love is like falling out of an airplane with no para shoot
May 19 2010 Monday 12:01 am
It's been a jaar since I lost my family, and it hasn't been any easier. I have nightmares about what happen, ever nightmare is the same. It starts off with me being with my family, Everyone is laughing and having a good time, then out of no where, there faces start to melt off It gets really hot and then I wake up. Of course I wasn't there, I was at my vrienden house, but I still fill responsible.
I sat up, then looked at the clock it was 12:12 I laid my head back down on my hoofdkussen, kussen and closed my eyes in no time I was back asleep, having that same dream over and over aging. I awoke with a headache My aunt knocked on the door. "Naomi, Honey, are u awake?" I got out of the bed and opened the door. Aunt Maggie stepped in side "are u okay sweetie?" I didn't answer I just stood there with my head down. Aunt Maggie stood there for awhile, then turned and left the room.
May 19 2010 Monday 7:00
There was a Knock on the front door, I went down stairs, it was Jane. She looked at me then shook her head. "Are u ever going to stop were that Damn hoodie?" I looked at her, then grabbed my bag and headed out the door. She followed behind me, I opened the car door took out my I-pod and turned it up. Jane stared the car, Then pulled over, I looked at her. "What are u doing?!" I asked.
"Naomi I love u and all but u got to stop fill sorry for yourself, there's nothing u can do, it wasn't your fault it's not like u caused the stupid fire." I looked at her, her words cut like Knifes, she looked back at me. I looked away, "Could u just drive." Jane unlocked the doors, "Get out." I looked at her "J-" she shook her head, "Get out"
I got out the car, and Jane drove away, I started to walk to school, but then had to stop because the tears wouldn't stop coming. Some one drove past me, then backed up, they rolled down the window. "Get in" he said, it was Alec the only emo kid at my school. I opened the door and go in. I still had my I-pod in and my tears had turned my eyes red. I could fill his eyes on me, so I kept my head down.
May 19 2010 8:01 am Monday
I went to my home pagina room class and, put my head down, Jane sat beside me. I see u made it to school, I turned away I couldn't let her see how much she hurt me. Jane just tsked at me, then turned to talk to other people. I could fill some ones eyes one me, so I looked up to see who it was, it was Alec, our eyes meet, and I felt something. I couldn't stop looking in to his blue eyes, and he didn't stop looking at me. The teacher came in and Alec turned to the front. I sighed and took my ear phones out.
The rest of the school dag went door quicker then I'm use too. The whole time in study hall and at lunch i could fill his eyes on me. I meet Jane door my locker, before the last period of the day, She looked at me. "Naomi, I'm sorry I was just Mad, u aren't the only one who lost some one u love lets not forget u aunt, and what about me, I was in love with your brother, do u know what his last words were too me?" I didn't answer her, "He told me he loved me."
The klok, bell rung, and I walked away, Jane walked beside me. "Look na na I zei I'm sorry." I looked at her, I nodded, "thanks Jane for what u said, but I'm just not ready to let go." Jane walked away, then turned around "well when u do let me know." She went in to her class, I started to walk to my class, Then out of no where the brand alarm rung. Everyone was run out of classes I stopped, I didn't know what to do.
There was shadows all around me, ever thing stared spinning. I sat down, The brand alarm kept getting louder and louder. Some one stood in front of me, They grabbed my shoulder and lifted me up. They crawled me like a baby, then we were out side, I looked up, and Alec was above me. His eyes locked on mine. I couldn't pull away, I got lost in his eyes aging filling that same filling I felt aging. that same strange filling, Alec helped me sit up.
Then I pulled away from under his hand, I didn't mean to come off ungrateful I just don't like when people touch me. Alec scooted away, to give me some air, when he thought i was okay, he came over to me to help me stand. Once the school was cleared, everyone went back in. Jane came rushing over to me, when she saw me. she gave me a hug, "Your okay, i didn't see u come out, so I thought." I pushed away from her, she stopped talking.
Then said, "You know,what Naomi. This is to much, I tried to stay being your friend, but I just can't handle your Behavior, your just to much." She walked away, I could fill his eyes on me I turned around Then looked away quickly.
May 19 2010 3:30 am Monday
Jane left with out me so I stared to walk, It would be 4:30 when I get home. It was about to rain so I put my hoddie on. Then it started to thunder so I took my phone out and was about to Call my aunt, but then Alec pulled up beside me. He opened the door I looked at him, being careful not to met his eyes. Then after a while I got in.
When I got home, I went up stairs and took a douche my aunt wasn't home pagina yet my phone rung, it was a text from Jane. Hope u made it home pagina okay, If u didn't I'm sorry, I need u to forget my number, don't call me don't text me don't send me and email, because like I zei before. I'm done with you. I put my phone down and knocked over my raiser blade I picked it up and pressed it to my risk.
May 19 2010 Monday 8:08
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
sorry it was so long Hope u liked it commentaar and rate just to let yall know it's not real
"Gwen,Gwen,Gwen!" Ms.Barton zei as I was asleep in history class."What?" I zei when I woke up."had a nice dream?" "S-sorry Ms.Barton,it won't happen again"."let's hope not." She said. When the klok, bell rang to go to lunch,my best friend,Marlon came up to me."What happend back there?" Marlon asked.To tell u the truth,I've always had a crush on him.I always had a feeling he liked me back."Nothing,nothing at all,i was just dreamin." "What about?"he asked with a smile."I'm not telling you!" I zei with a smile.When we went back to class,Ms.barton wanted to talk to me."Gwen,you have been sleeping in my class far to long". "sorry Ms.B,I havent been myslef lately." I zei with a frown."OK,first of all,dont call me "Ms.B",and u must go to sleep on time." She zei with a light smile."sorry,it hared to fall a sleep in my house." well then...ther is only one thing to do...you need to,wake up..."
You’re keeping me up at night as dag breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what u do, got me feeling so blue
When will u see
u have to let it be
When will u see just how much u really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do u think you’ll be able to understand
My love might be killing me
I hope u realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do u think you’ll understand
u drove me to a far off land
When will u see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will u finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell u that firsthand
u have my hart-, hart and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, u mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what u do, got me feeling so blue
When will u see
u have to let it be
When will u see just how much u really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do u think you’ll be able to understand
My love might be killing me
I hope u realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do u think you’ll understand
u drove me to a far off land
When will u see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will u finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell u that firsthand
u have my hart-, hart and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, u mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Daniel
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I love my vrienden and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and strand favoriete animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my favoriete sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my favoriete sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
In my opinion the new Suicide Squad sucks. Harley Quinn is not even Harley Quinn any more, Deadshot has stupid movie lines, and no King Shark. WTF. I will explain this all for people who are not familier with The Suicide Squad.
Since the beginning of time Harley Quinn has had an accent and, guess what, no accent in the new Suicide Squad. And since when does Harley Quinn dress like a fucking slut.
Deadshot is normaly the main charecter in The Suicide Squad but now he has two stupid ezel lines, "So we are some kind of Suicide Squad?" Yes u are stupid it is the titel of your movie. "Let's go save the world." Fuck it I am done with Deadshot fully.
King haai is, well, a giant haai but now they have replaced him with a less cool Killer Crok.
Sucky one
I really love to write.I've done it ever since I was only 4.
My mother used to write things like stories of poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Writing is really fun to do and I love it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write emai on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really love writing so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an auteur when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write poetry of stories,I would also like to write artikels for other people to read (just like I'm writing one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new boeken for kids.
Again I really love to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
My mother used to write things like stories of poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Writing is really fun to do and I love it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write emai on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really love writing so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an auteur when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write poetry of stories,I would also like to write artikels for other people to read (just like I'm writing one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new boeken for kids.
Again I really love to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
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