I glanced at my digital watch. 7:48. Exactly 2 hours geleden Emily my girlfriend of 1 jaar broke up with me right as I was going to purpose. Occasionally Darla the sexy girl behind me would talk to me about collage. She was going to learn about getting a PHD in Physics. Darla was actually quite smart. She had a letters to 8 major collages. Then she would ask about my life. My dad died when I was 6 and my mom lost custody of me when I was 12. I quit daydreaming and prepared my things to get off at the nearest motel. We would take off again tomorrow. At about 5 minuets from a Red Inn Motel. As we slowed down into the parking lot the driver shouted loudly. "attention! There are 3 hotels in the area tomorrow I'll go door each at 9:27 okay now all for Red Inn Motel get off now." I stood up as Darla did too. "hey"Darla smiled. "hey" I zei back. Inside Darla and I choose rooms. Darlas face became white. I looked at her. "what's wrong". I zei to her paying for my room. "M-m-my dumbass boyfriend forgot money". Oh no. Boyfriend. "I-I'll pay for you"I zei to her. She smiled widely and hugged me "thanks Gage!" she zei I smiled back "don't mention it". Then the man interrupted. "um I'm sorry but we have no rooms avaliable at this point." Darla sighed. "shes with me" I said. The cashier nodded. Our room was cold. Inside it chilled me to the bones. Then a loud thump and the heater instantly erupted on. Soon I was content. Mostly because there was one bed. "call it"Darla smiled. I laughed at her. That night I slept on a windowsill cushion. It was actually very comfortable. But all night I was texting my girl-friend Alisha Summers. I knew her from highschool. She was going to datum me before I met Emily. Emily. Emily. Emily. My HTC phone zei 9:03. There was a vibration. My phone zei Ali S. The text was "Gage stop blamin uself for Emily leavin" I texted back to her "ik Ali but I g2g later". I didn't get another text back. Alisha had long chesnut hair and green eyes. Beside me Darla tossed and turned. Looked like a bad dream.
I thought it would be a good idea to try and write goodbye
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
of protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...
but i was stuck when I realized there were too many lovely things to write about.
and not enough words invented yet to say them aloud.
and i know there are a number of things wrong with this,
but i really don't want to fix it right now.
i don't feel like doing anything but sitting upside down
but trust me, when it comes down
to having the choice of being right..
of protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time.
Because it's just who I am...